❤ ๑۩۞۩๑ ☆ MiSsY BeBe の天堂 ☆ ๑۩۞۩๑ ❤

Fairytale...

2011-12-19T01:49:00.003+08:00

18 Dec 11, Sunday ❤

Today, I (again) realised that after so long, I'm still the super naive one.
I forced myself into believing that I'm living in a fairytale.
I thought I found what I really wanted.
Only to know what I wanted was never mine in the first place.

Its contradicting how self-deceiving one can get sometimes.
Despite all the big reasonings, all the logic thinkings.
One tend to realize that eventually, nothing beats to being truthful to yourself.
If you can't even accept who you really are, how can others accept you?
The worst thing one can ever do to another is using words to hurt her.
Cos physical wounds heal over time but emotional wounds leave a scar in their memories.
But sadly, few people know this.
Words don't have the power to hurt, unless that person means alot to you.
It's so true isn't it?

There's alot of times I wanna give up.
But everytime I blame myself for being so soft hearted.
And for being so undetermined.
My will power to be independent is so weak.
And I gotta admit, I may be good in advising people sometimes but I suck at doing that to myself.

Just because I'm forgiving doesn't mean I can be taken granted of.
Just because I'm there now doesn't mean you won't lose me forever.
Perhaps its time to stop harbouring false hopes.
If someone can still sleep after knowing he's losing you, he's definitely not the one.
Cos only people who cares will lose sleep for that person.
I did.

Many a times, you'll hear people reminding others to cherish what they have before they lose them forever.
None really practise what they preached.
I tried my very best to.
But guessed the other party isn't trying hard enough.
I realized everytime something happen, I'm always left alone to handle the mess myself.
I'm alone to be sad.
I'm alone to be pissed.
I'm alone to be crying.
I'm alone to be heartbroken.
Why?This thing started because of YOU isn't it?Why am I the only one left behind to clean up your shit?

I envy some of my friends who can be so independent, mentally and emotionally.
Perhaps it takes time to train oneself.
Perhaps I need more time to train myself.
Perhaps I'm just afraid of being alone.
Perhaps I'm used to being attached.
Perhaps I'm just hoping for the non-existence.Or perhaps, I'm just finding excuses for myself.

Men should really start learning how to be responsible for the words coming out of their mouth.
Especially for super egoistic & self-centred guys who always think they're right!
If they weren't, they wouldn't be arguing back isn't it?They have to know that words are like splashed water.You can't take them back.
HATE egoistic, self-centred, argumentative, insensitive & full of attitude problem guys!!!
TO THE MAX!!!
And I can tell you, its a reeeeeeeaaaaaaallllll disaster when all of the above mentioned adjectives actually do form a real person!!!
It's even worst than a natural catastrophe!!!
And the worst part is, you tell men like this what their problem is?
You get "fucked" upside down, left to right, front to back even more!!!
Total assholes!!!Cannot handle comments then don't act like one douche bag lah!
And you guys think it's damn cool to be in this category?
Seriously, YOU MAD OR WHAT?!!!

Here's what I really need.
I want a as-sweet-as-ever guy who not only listens attentively to what I have to say & share my woes, but one who understands what I need. One who can just listen to me pour out my thoughts & not argue/debate with me.
I want a mature thinking guy who knows what to do in times of emergencies & in times of argument, to know how to cool the situation off and not shoot irresponsibly out of his mouth to aggravate the situation.
I want an understanding guy who is not only generous with me in his care & concern but also in his wealth & forgiveness. Someone who isn't calculative.
I want a sensible guy who knows how to apologise when he should and not feel embarrassed about doing that. I find a guy who apologizes damn charming.
I want a reliable guy not only financially but also emotionally. Someone who wouldn't mind doing all he can to give me constant assurance just like the way I did to him constantly so that I can trust him the way he trusted me.I want a trustworthy guy who doesn't break his promises to me and always mean what he says.
I want a humourous guy who always know what to do to cheer me up when I'm sad/angry/pissed.
I want a patient guy who not only can wait hours for me to finish work/do my hair/shopping but also one who is patient in resolving problems together with me. Not one who gets frustrated easily.
I want a responsible guy not just to his family but also to me. One whom I know when things happen, he will be there for me just like the way I did for him.
Lastly, I want a guy who can take care of me, in good times & in bad times.
And not just words with no actions at all.

This is so true isn't it???But how many truly knows it?

Love,
Missy B

For the second time...

2011-12-14T17:38:00.003+08:00

14 Dec 11, Wednesay

A double blow indeed.
I still remember the first time I was sick and He didn't care, we had a huge quarrel.
I thought ALL that was disputed during then would have already taught him a good lesson.
But turns out, many of my friends are right.
A leopard will never change its spots.

I tried every ways and means (even to the extend of changing myself) to prove them wrong.
That you are someone who will learn from mistakes and not repeat them again.
But I'm so wrong.
Right from the beginning, I was the only fool.
When everyone else can see so clearly, I'm still severely blinded.
And I have no one to blame except for myself.
They tried to warn me.
Just that I chose to believe in you.

Why?? Why???
Why can't you just prove them wrong for once???
Prove that you are still worth that little bit of trust!
But everytime, you just choose to prove them right!
I really don't know how long this can last.
I really don't know how long I can last.
But you know very well that one day... one fine day... when I can't take it anymore I will leave right? You know right???
And if you know this, then why will you still allow things to happen???
Am I really so unimportant???

In my previous post, I mentioned that there's a reason why some women turned into a materialistic & practical woman eventually.
But I really do not wish to end up in this state in future.
If I can have all the money in the world but not the love of my life, then where's the happiness in spending them?
One day, you will realise that you can be rich but you won't be happy...Not if you lost the woman who once loved you whole-heartedly and she's not there to share your success anymore.You can "buy" women.But not Love.You can "buy" momentary happiness.But not lifelong bliss.A person cannot just have $$$ in his agenda.He's got to have a complete family too.You can't bring your fortune into the coffin.And how many Lifetimes does one have to waste most of his time on earning $?I'm not saying that $ isn't important.But you can't be spending 100% of your time on work isn't it?You are a Human not a Robot.You need a Life too isn't it?You need a Balance in Life.

In relationships, its always the "cheating" partner that is in the wrong.
Same logic as in a car accident.
Whoever hits you is at fault.
But have you wondered why do someone cheat on their partners?
Is it because the gal can no longer satisfy the guy?Or the guy is just a typical Casanova?
Or is it because the guy stops showing concern to the gal?Or that the gal is born to be a slut?
PLENTY of reasons (or excuses) if you ask me.
Which is why there are so many cheating cases, guys turning gays and gals turnin lesbians.But it all boils down to one question.
"Is it so difficult for a MAN to be 100% truthful & faithful to his WOMAN?"

I know I sound emo.. I am a lil actually..
Perhaps under the influence of the fact that its the time of the month..
But certain "coincidences" really worsened this period of time for me.
Business, sickness, loneliness etc.I am someone who needs alot of attention.If you want me to give you the same attention, I will.Provided if you can give me the same.And guys always have the ability to let the gal believed that he will.All the daily smses/sweet calls/dinner talks etc.Happens fast and expires fast too.Only to know its just an empty promise as always.Why do guys like to give empty promises to women?I'm guessing its the same reason why women (knowing they're empty promises) will still believe their men over and over again.The answer is "HOPE".Men hope that one day these empty promises will be fulfilled.Women hope for the same thing.Complicated.

A friend once brought up an interesting topic.
"Why must Humans be so complicated?"
I totally agree.
Why ah???
Why can't we think as simple as we are during the pre-historian age?
All it takes is just one bloody idiot who thinks he is more intelligent than others to wanna improve on human's way of life to screw the entire system and make us who we are today.
Evolution. Mutation.
Whatever you call it.
If I have a choice? I rather be an animal.
Live short but live happily.

It's tough to be ME.I'm smiling but I'm hurting inside.

~~Love,~~
Missy B

Disappointed...

2011-12-10T03:27:00.001+08:00

10 Dec 11, Saturday

There's a perfectly good reason why a woman will change from someone who will love unconditionally & selflessly into someone who is materialistic & practical.

The reason is because at the end of the day, after countless times of being hurt, they finally realized one thing: That LOVE DON'T LAST, MONEY does.

So guys don't blame the ladies for being practical. They are just trying to protect themselves from being hurt (again).

Love,
Missy B

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Shocking Truth...

2011-10-15T18:00:00.002+08:00

15 Oct 11, Saturday

Learnt something about my ex from his own friend yesterday.
Now I know what sort of a person he really was.
And I guessed he hasn't changed much at all.

Anyway, I'm done with him.
If even his own friends can advise me not to go back to him, he must really be a lousy asshole that not even his own friends wanna speak up for him.
To think I actually felt sorry about him losing his job.
But well, I guess it's got nothing to do with me after all...You are just INCOMPETENT.
And I guess this is your KARMA for being a such a JERK.

Bottom line is...
You can fool others, but not me.
NOT ANYMORE.

~~Love,~~
Missy B

The actual fact...

2011-10-14T06:05:00.002+08:00

14 Oct 11, Friday

I'm sorry but I'm not happy at all.
Break-ups sucks.
And I'm still grieving.

~~Love,~~
Missy B

Difficult times...

2011-10-13T15:02:00.001+08:00

13 Oct 11, Thurs

Just came back from clubbing.
Surprisingly I'm wasn't drunk.
Not entirely but high.
I do know that I drank alot.
But I just couldn't get drunk.

Managed to control myself today.
Didn't cry in front of the bar.
I'm sure this is just a passing phase.
I just need to make sure I accept the fact with grace.
And like what a friend said, "Live an interesting life!".
Well said Dave. Really.

Break ups will always be tough.
But I really wanna get out of it fast.
And it always seem as if the lady is on the suffering end.
I can always find a "rebound" now or a temporary partner to help me heal faster.
But I have my reserves cos not all rebounds end up as the rightful partner.
And the last thing I want is for them to be hurt altogether.

I really wished I was living in a fantasy world and that he really meant every word he said.
But sadly, the reality is always cruel.
Things don't normally go as planned.

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Let's Break Up!

2011-10-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

12 oct 11, Wednesday ❤

Hey Asshole!
This is for you!

In case you might be worried OR "curious" to know how sad I might be feeling right now over the break up? Sorry to burst your bubbles but... I'm not... ^^

Remember when I told you it only took me a month or so to forget my that ex of 6 years?
This is EXACTLY what's gonna happen to you.
Perhaps even shorter 'cos I've found my new goal in life.
Reason?
You simply don't deserve anyone to "mourn" over you to start with.
And do you wanna hear a cold true fact?
You are still no way near the impact Fabian left on me as compared to yours.
It took me 8 months to get over him entirely.OUCH.

Anyway, you were right about something though.
I did already thought of the break-up some time ago.
But this is definitely not your so-called "perfect timing" to ask for one.
I did gave you a chance to be honest with me, but you didn't.
Well then let me tell you this.
Next time you wanna lie, make sure it's a perfect lie with alibi and all.
Something which I didn't tell you.
I went over to your place on Mon night.
Your car wasn't there.
That's why I knew you lied.

Anyway, it doesn't matter that the truth is out now.
You are indeed one big FAT fucking LIAR.
So now that your pants' on fire, just get burnt.
Don't even bother trying to extinguish the fire 'cos seriously?
It's gonna come back to you again.
Your ex-gf Joycelyn is really smart.
She left knowing she don't even need to give you a second chance.And she didnt't cheat on you.She's pretty, rich & smart.She can get another bf anytime she wants.If I were her, I would do the EXACT same thing too.
And all your bullshit about her cheating on you to gain my sympathy?
Really?
YOU ARE PATHETIC!!!

Anyway, I only have myself to blame seriously.
If only I could have been more alert and not so naive, I wouldn't land myself in this sort of situation now.
I am soooooooooo fucking glad that I left you.
So fucking glad.

I may be soft-hearted deep down & I may be dumb at times.
But when I'm brutally hurt, I still know how to defend myself.
I can be very vicious & ferocious if I want to.
But I see no point in that 'cos you aren't even worth the effort for me to be in the first place.
It's damn tiring to hate someone than to love someone.
So I rather fast fast chop chop get over you and move on my life with somebody else new.
ANY guys out there can easily REPLACE you if you must know.
'Cos really... What do you have?Looks? Figure? Money? Status? Career? Personality?YOU HAVE NONE OF THE ABOVE!YOU SUCK not as a bf but as a person in general.And know what your best traits that I noticed during this period of time that we're together?
You only make use of the people around you for your own personal gains/needs.That's what you are.

Damn... Now I know why some people would ask me what is it that I see in you and I couldn't answer them at all.I am seriously so fucking BLIND!!!Omg... -.-""""

I'm not even gonna mention the fact that you keep hanging out with your couple friends 'cos you knew that they are gonna pay for your meals when you were down and out.
And among those suckers was ME.
I'm also not even gonna mention the fact that you told me that your friends aren't important at all.
Only your Mum and your gf are.
WTF???

When I knew Vivian was upset about me?
I cried for her like as if we just broke up or as if somebody died ok!
THIS is valuing friendship!
Friendship to me will always be as important as my relationship.
Unlike you.Hypocrite!

Bottom line is?
People like you don't deserve any goodness in Life at all.
NOW you know why your 36 years of Life on this earth is totally WASTED now?

P.S: I still can't believe I'm fucking blind!

~~Love,~~
Missy B

Good Day Everyone!

2011-10-12T13:15:00.001+08:00

11 Oct 11, Tuesday ♥

I was up super early today!
At freaking 9:30am!
How normal is that huh?
Kekekez...
I'm so effing proud of myself!

Anyway, guess what's for breakfast today?

It's Macdonald's Big Breakfast Supreme!
Like super slurps! ♥

Breakfast in bed somemore! Major ♥!

Oh ya! Good news!
As you all know, Whatsapp has been really disappointing lately.
Keep bailing out on us!
Disconnecting & taking forever reconnecting..
Very annoying & frustrating isn't it?
Not to worry!
Now there's a new app called "Line" that allows you to chat just like a WA but with more reliability & cuter emoticons (or stickers as they call it)!
AWESOME!!!
Also, you can call your friends who are using this app absolutely FOC, irregardless of using WIFI or 3G.
DOUBLE AWESOMENESS!!!
And not to mention its FREE from the AppStore!
I would suggest you to download now 'cos I foresee that when it gets more popular & demanded in future, it may be chargeable.

Let's do this!!!

But why can't they make the icon another color say Pink or Red or Yellow? Why has it got to be Green? -.-

See? The stickers are so cute! And expressive of cos!

There're funny faces as well...

Cute isn't it??? And you can still use your existing emoticons from your iphone keypad too! How cool is that?

So guys.. Go install them now if you haven't already done so.
It's FREE so you have nothing to lose.

By the way, my shop reno is almost done!
*clap clap claps*
Platforms raised, paintworks done, lights up, furnitures bought & products stocked up!
We should be ready for business soon!
Omgosh... Suddenly I can feel the butterflies fluttering in my stomach!
I'm sooooooo excited!!!
Can't wait to see the shop!!!

- posted using BlogPress from my awesome iphone

This is just great...

2011-10-10T04:56:00.003+08:00

10 Oct 11, Monday ♥

Good Morning people!

I'm up pretty early!

Slept for 3hrs only...

(Time Check: 3.38am now...)

I hate waking up at this hour!!!

'Cos for sure, I'm not gonna be able to go back to sleep.

FML.

Perhaps my brain jusrt refused to let me rest, just as how I refused to let it rest when it's supposed to be.

Ok, I deserve it.

By the way, Blogpress for iphone is freaking awesome!!!

Why didn't I discover this amazing app a long time ago?

But it doesn't matter.

What matters is now I can so totally blog at my convenience anywhere I go!

Woooooohoooo!

Now THIS is SHIOK!

My weekend had been amazing.

Stayed over @ Marina Mandarin Hotel where the room surprisingly reminded me of an the hotel I used to stay in London.

Old wallpaper with outdated marble bathroom tiles.

Carpet with an old mouldy stench & a view that's nothing breath-taking at all.

(What's new?)

The reception staffs were disappointing to top it up.

Unwelcoming, discerning.. Simply "ATAS" (which means stuck up)...

But their in-room dining was surprisingly good (Thank God!)!

Love their expensive Hokkien Mee.

It's $22 if you must know.

Now, here are some pictures to show you. Enjoy. (:

King size bed!

Now you know what I mean by outdated marble tiles?

And this is the part that I would say...

"I ish no like!!!"

Went to watch 3 movies over the weekend ~ "Real Steel", "Change Up" & "Dolphin Tale".

And I'm telling you that these 3 movies really can't be missed!

Totally AWESOME!!!

If you haven't seen them, what are you still waiting for???

I ♥ Atom!!!

This is funny!!!

This true story made me cried like a little girl. Goodness.

I rated all of them a 4.5/5.

'Cos there's no perfect show in this world. (:

Anyway, my "supposedly-sweet" weekend ended really badly.

I felt so depressed after that.

Was really looking forward to it but in the end, everything turned out so very different from what I expected.

No more next time, I tell myself.

I realised that the harder I tried to stay, the more I need to leave.

This isn't healthy.

But some people just don't see the seriousness of it.

Some people just take ME for granted.

Anyway, I'm not gonna be the same old me anymore.

I need to stop caring so much for how people feel and what they say and start thinking for myself.

It's never too late to be ME again.

Ok.. Enough of those emo shits.

Continuing with more cam-whore moments of Misslittlevainpot - ME.

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One of my favs... ♥

And this too.. ♥

Like very studio-alike.

But they're allllllllllll taken using my iphone & edited with some iphone apps.

Amazing isn't it???

Dinner @ Aquamarine, Marina Mandarin Hotel.

$78++ per person.

Expensive or not?

Hell YES!!!

Worth it or not?

Hell YES too!!!

The spread was really good and it was FULL HOUSE babey!

So remember to make your reservations as not everyone is as lucky as ME to be able to dine there "walk-in" style.

Just look at the amount of FOOOOOOOOOD!

FAT DIE MEEEEE!!!

Oysters!!! Yikesssss!!!

Booze in the room. All Moscatos. ♥

♥

Getting all hungry again.

And it's 5:28am now.

Goooossssshhhh.....

When can I really go back to the normal sleeping cycle???

I'm so inhumane... ):

*Emo Shit (again..)*

"Sometimes, I really hope you are different from others. 'Cos that will make you special."

"Perhaps I really cared too much. It's time to stop."

"If you can't fucking admit, then don't commit the crime. 'Cos you don't even have the balls to own up."

"Maybe I was meant for someone special and uniquely mine. Not you."

"If you can't keep your eyes ON me, then please take your hands OFF me."

"What's the point of trying when all you do was the opposite?"

"You need some effing Love Lessons."

"When we first started out, everything was so sweet. Now, I only taste bitterness and that makes me sick."

"If you have a problem, fix it. Don't be a Quitter. Finish the race you started."

"Words said out loud are meant to be heard. Not used as a weapon to hurt other people's feelings."

"1 out of 10 guys is an Asshole. How lucky can I get?"

"Don't try to fool others when all you ever fooled was yourself."

"When Dreams are over, it's time to wake up to the reality world."

"There's no such thing as True Love. Stop fooling yourself."

"I tried my best. I'm exhausted."

"When one realised that he/she no longer need the gf/bf beside him/her, this is the part that says You're better off without him/her."

"My friends were right about you. I'm just so naive & stupid to believe that I mean something to you & that you will prove everybody wrong."

"You don't have what I need from you anymore. It's time to say Goodbye."

"I deserve someone who will do his best to finish the race for me. Not a Quitter."

"The moment you can't even spare me that 2 full hrs of your time during our Anniversary for a nice dinner & instead keep bugging me with your plea to go for a smoke, I knew I'm no longer #1 in your heart. And for that, you lost your standing in my heart too."

P.S: The above quotes are all created by MissBrilliantEmo ME. But anyone is free to re-quote them. Just remember to mention my blog in your posts/tweets. Lol.

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Effing pissed~!

2011-10-05T02:08:00.002+08:00

04 Oct 11, Tuesday ♥

Actually, I had another version of this post.And it was a really really long one.Just needed to rant off and vent out my frustrations I guess.But I decided not to post it in the end.It was after all, for my record only.Not meant for public eyes.

Anyway after I've cooled down, it doesn't matter anymore.What really matters is we are ok.
Yes... I was pissed.But not so anymore.So...Hope tomorrow will be a better day ya?
And....
"I ish no like quarrel nah....!"

Love,
Missy B

Let's get pimped!

2011-10-03T21:26:00.004+08:00

❤

More Updates~!

27 Sep 11, Tuesday

Went for a facial at the SK-II Boutique Spa, Scotts Rd.
It's been awhile since I went there.
Sort of "forgotten" I had a package signed with them.
LOL.
And after checking the records, the last time I did my facial was in May.
4 freaking months ago!
Can you imagine the layers of debris & dead skin cells accumulated over the months?
OMFGossshhh...!
I must so make it a monthly affair now.
That is IF I remember.

The "after facial" treats & that's my fav lemongrass tea.

And I was coerced into "stocking up" my facial needs.
But then again, I will definitely be using them anyway so....

And I get a 10% discount! Nice one!

But frankly speaking, I was really going for the freebies... :p

Especially this jewel storage box! It is sooooooo nice!

$585 for all these (products + freebies)... Worth it or not?
Well... at least for the past 8 years they really kept my skin looking young.
And that's all I ever ask for.
Next thing I should be looking out for?
AGING.
This is a terrible, horrible word to even be mentioned.
I don't mind getting older each year seriously.
I mean, its not something that I can control right?
But I do mind looking like I had aged.
Yeah.
You can age but you can't look like you've aged.
And that's why it's so important for women to use anti-aging products nowadays.
I already started my battle against aging skin years ago.
That's why people still say I looked young now.
(Speaking of which, I needa buy sunscreen too!
Almost forgotten about it.)

To many, SK-II products aren't really good and they're expensive!
Well, the products are really kinda expensive at first buy but they can last you for a really long time!
Like I can use my moisturizer or cleanser for around 6 months before I get a new one.
So technically, it only costs me $10/month for my cleanser and $35 for my moisturizer?
Expensive meh???
Ok what.

As for the result wise...
I think its pretty good!
I know what people are always saying...
SK-II brings your skin to a certain level of results and then stopped working its magic.
Well, technically I would say, SK-II is supposed to work this way!
When you first use it, you don't really see much difference.
After some time, you start to feel some changes in your skin.
And if you continue using it, you are actually "maintaining" your skin.
SK-II never promised to revive your skin till it feels like baby's skin.
It only promised to make you look younger.
Which it really does!
Which is why now even though at my age, people still say I look like I'm in my mid 20's.
And this is what I want!
I wanna look younger than my age.
And SK-II helped me achieved that.
I'm so glad I discovered the wonders of SK-II at an early age.
I never looked back ever since.

[P.S: This isn't an advertorial for SK-II. Am only expressing my thoughts on how misunderstood sometimes it can get.]

Although, from the bottom of my heart, how I reeeeeaaallly wish I can be endorsed by them! That would be so effing COOOOOOL!!!
Imagine a year's supply of Miracle Essences or their Facial Treatment Masks?
And their Skin Signature Cream or their Cellumination Essence??
I will slab the essence on every few hours and use their masks everyday if I'm ever endorsed by them man!
Haaaaaa... ya I know...
IN MY DREAMS!
(-____-)

Anyway...
Enough said on that.
You just gotta try it before you know what wonders it can or can't do to you.
And so....
Lately, I adopted a new interest/hobby/past time!
And that is to "zhng" stuffs with crystals!
Stuffs like my phone, my camera, keys etc etc.
Anything with a flat surface can practically be "zhnged".
"Zhnged" (by the way) is a.k.a. "pimp" in layman terms.
Just that its in hokkien.

And I started out with my digi cammie!

After which I moved on to complete its look by adding more on the lense rim.
And also "zhnged" my car keys controller!

Actually, the apps I used to edit the photos makes the pics look really nice isn't it??
Mad loves.

"Zhnged" another set of car keys & Dupont lighter. Nice?

Besides this, lately I've been so addicted to Gmarket!
They have all the cheapest stuffs you can get online!
And the best part is, they offer free mails!
You don't have to opt for registered mail which you need to pay for.
Free mails get your purchases delivered to you just the same as well!
And so far, no complaints from me as my items always get delivered to me FAST!

Bought this super cute ribbon cap & Hello Kitty USB cable for my iphone!

Also got this yellow ribbon cap for my lappy as well!

And I dotted on the white polka dots myself to make them look more CHIO!
Now they look like they are worth $9.90 per pc.
LOL.

Besides these, I also bought a Chanel iphone 4 casing!
For only $24+!

Isn't it sooooooo freaking CHIO??! Mad mad loves can!

And not to mention, it's matching with my Chanel purse! ♥♥

I too "zhnged" my Chanel casing and its CHIO-er now! ^^

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And also my Gucci sunglass!

BEFORE

AFTER

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Even my pinkish Hello Kitty USB cable is now CHIO CHIO too!
See?

♥

The next thing I wanna "zhng" is my polaroid cammie.
Gonna make it a pink & clear white crystals design.
I can't get enough of doing this..
I think I'm addicted to it!

By the way, it's 03 October!!!
Means 4 more days to go!!!
I'm soooooooo excited!
Can't wait for another weekend getaway!
Weeeeeeeeee!
♡♥♡♥♡

Love,
Missy B

Marina Bay Sands

2011-10-03T03:53:00.002+08:00

03 Oct 11, Monday ❤

Updates!
(Neverending...)

16~17 Sept 11, Fri~Saturday

Spent a night at the Marina Bay Sands Hotel with Fion & Michelle.
Sort of a girls' night.
And here are the pics!

The huge & spacious room!

But not-so-nice view...

And the cam-whoring starts~! :p

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Going for a dip in the Infinity Pool!

The magnificent Infinity Pool!

Ultimate enjoyment!

Super relax~!

I like my oversized sunglass.. can cover half of my face! ^.^

Back in the room after an hour or so... Shiok!

Time to enjoy some Bubble bath while waiting for Fion to reach! ;p

Wanna eat the foam!

Dinner @ The DB Bistro, MBS.

Top to Bottom (Clockwise): Pan Fried Monkfish with Pumpkin Mash, Ribeye Steak with Fries, Tuna Salad Greens, Choc Souffle with Vanilla ice-cream & Raspberry cheesecake & sorbet.

As you can see.. my main course super small portion.. but its damn nice! Total bill: $170+.

Back in the room drinking Moscato~! 2 bottles to ourselves! Niceeeeee!

That's an electric ciggy by the way.

And we were kinda bored, so we went "Night Shopping" in our bedroom slippers!

LOL!

And I was hungry again... So ordered room service!

$22 Nasi Goreng.. damn ex but damn nice!

Next morning (Day 2~Checkout), had lunch @ Imperial Treasure 'cos we were all craving for their dim sum!

SLURPSSSSSS!

Like a table of dim sums just for the 3 of us... we are PIGS! :p

Total bill: $89+. Considered cheap compared to our dinner the previous night.

I was so tired by the time I checked out of the hotel...Slept at 5plus in the morning and woke up at 1030am.The girls still wanted to go shop around!I couldn't take it so I went home first.

Later in the evening (after a good re-energizing sleep)....

Dinner @ Ma Maison, The Central!I've been here like a total of 3 times now? LOL

Love their Escargots, Scallop appetizer & Omu rice!!!

hahaha.. "Shocked" face 'cos took him by surprise.. Lol

If only iPhone front camera is 8MP as well... v_v

After dinner, head down to Dbl O for Mavis Baobei's Birthday Party!
The theme was PYJAMAS!Haaaaaa cute!

I bought Hello Kitty slippers for Baobei & Ah Dar made the photo album for her!

But the Hello Kitty stick-ons dropped after awhile.. Super glue sucks ~ BOOOOO!

Our pyjamas outfits!

Baobei clad in Hello Kitty pyjamas!

Ah Dar brought piglet "chou chou" (smelly) along! Omg -.-

My Ah Dar... ♥♥♥

My honey & Dear... ♥♥♥

My Sweet... ♥♥♥

With Feli.. ^^

With Baby Wolf aka Alan... ^^

And the house shooter bottle goes round & round.. THANKS to me! Wahahahah!

Baobei look soooooo cute! Haaaa!

And the tray of shots keep coming in, followed by Blue Mountains and 151 intermittently!

With Jacky Bro...

With Freddy Bro...

With Sweet Sweet & Dar... ♥♥♥

Was such a fun night with all my sisters and friends and for all those who came in pyjamas, STEADY BOM BI BI lah!!!
Indeed sporting enough!
I've always loved themed parties~!
It's different and special!Everyone should have themed Birthday parties!Don't they remind you of the birthday parties we once had when we were younger?I wanna relive those days again...One of my happiest moments in Life!
\(^__~)/

Love,
Missy B

雨过天晴~!

2011-10-03T01:38:00.003+08:00

02 Oct 11, Sunday ❤

My Best Friend, 我的好朋友。

“当我需要你和我分享喜怒哀乐的时候，或许你不在，但这没关系。
当你需要我在你身边的时候，我一定在。
这是我对你的承诺。”

"When I needed you to be there to share my joy & woes, it's ok if you're not there.
But when you needed me most, I will definitely be there.
This I promise you."

Isn't this the way it should be between true friends?
Never minding if the other party treats you the same way as you do to them.
But, in most cases, no one can really be as noble as this.Perhaps close to this but never perfect.
I always tried my best to be their friend in need, someone they know they can count on.
But I realised the reality is such that not everyone knows how to treat you the way you want them to.
This logic, this understanding?Everyone knows it.
Yet it's been long extinct.

And so. The next lesson I need to learn is how to take things easy.
To accept reality and embrace the truth.
And I realised something, I don't get pissed at someone for a long time now.
Although I may learnt certain lessons in Life the hard way, but what really matters is in the end, I learnt something good & useful out of it.
Which is why I am now learning how to be a more forgiving person.
And this is not easy.To Forgive, is to diminish Anger.To Love, is to deny Hate.

Two days back, I cried.
Never in my Life have I cried like this for a friend before.And she is not just any friend.She is my Darling, my BFF, my Sister.
She was there during my darkest hours to support me, to be with me.
When I needed someone the most, she makes sure she's the one there for me.
And the reason why I cried so tearfully for her was also the reason why she's so upset with.
I never felt so broken-hearted before.
Felt as if I lost her or as if we broke up.I felt like HELL.

LOL.
I'm totally straight, don't get me wrong.
Just that she is too dearly for me to handle the fact that she's upset about what happened.
And I know she felt this way because she had seen how sad I was back then.
She just want the best for me.
And for this, I really truly appreciate her even more so now.But because I thought she would know & understand how I feel being a devoted lover herself.I find it even more saddening to learn of her response.The last thing I wanted was for us to drift apart from each other because of this.

Anyway, I'm so glad that this is over now.
All I can say is, I can't change the way things are right now.
But I'm willing to risk it 'cos I feel happier knowing I'm trying my very best.
And if things still don't work out, I accept the brutal fact.
But should things turn out well or better than before (in fact it is now..), then I have something to celebrate for!I don't hope to get her blessings but all I ask for is, nothing to change between us.And dear Friends, this is the Celine that you should also know.
I don't surrender until the last fight, the last breath.
(^__^)

Hope everyone will have a good sleep tonight.
I will pray for everyone's well-being (as always) too.
Good Night, sleep tight & no "ga-ga(s)" will bite.

"May the Stars bring the sweetest dreams to you & may the Moonlit night brings serenity to me."

Love,
Missy B

Forever & Ever...

2011-09-30T06:07:00.001+08:00

30 Sept 11, Friday ❤

I've got so much to say, so much to rant about!!!
But...................
*haiz*

Anyway, I ish suuuuuperrrr stressed out!
But luckily NO pimples are popping out because of that.
*phew*
But still... my sleep is horribly affected!!
I am practically sleeping GMT 0 now.
I know it's not good (blah blah blah....) and I WISH I can change it back!
Aaaaargh!!!
I so effing hate myself now...
*poutz*

So, lately I've been a really busy woman.
My nail salon having reno problems and everything just got delayed.
And I foresee LOADS of stuffs not done but like nobody wanna get them done too.
And this, really upsets me.
I wish somebody can help me out. SERIOUSLY.
Perhaps I should get an assistant.
-_-But on a positive side note, we've managed to settled one thing that really got me worrying there.HIRING ~ Check! Done!Whoooopeeee!!!Now I have 3 staffs working for us. (:

The other positive thing that probably happened in my Life right now is....
❤❤❤ "I'M IN LOVE!" ❤❤❤Giggles~giggling~giggles~
And who's this lucky guy???
Ssshhhhhhh...!!!
Its a SEEEEEEEEECRET!!! :pHeheheheheehehehehe...
But actually, the lucky one is ME.
*smiles*

I really do hope that what we have right now remains like this forever.
'Cos I've never felt like I really belonged to anybody until now.
And I really like this.
I like the feeling of a sense of belonging.(And if YOU are reading this...)
Please... please... don't ever ever let what we have now disappear again k?
I am sooooooooo enjoying every single moment of it now. (:
Big loves... ❤

"If promises are meant forever... Then YOU are my FOREVER..."

Love,
Missy B

Updates~!

2011-09-14T03:29:00.003+08:00

14 Sep 11, Wednesday ❤

Today is gonna be yet around round of job recruitment ad we posted on Straits Times (ST) & The New Paper (TNP).
Consecutively for 2 days.
I do hope the response will be better as I'm using "Display" advertising this time round.
Means larger in print size & more noticeable.

Anyway...
Had a short getaway during the weekend on the first week of Sep.
It was at Changi Village Hotel and the stay there was marvelous.
The room wasn't very expensive and the entire experience there was fantastic!
I really did relaxed and enjoyed myself.
And I wanna do it another time soon~!!!
Looking forward to spending a night at MBS this weekend and the next too!
Can't wait....! ^.^

So here are the pics.

OMW to check-in. ALONE.

Here's my room. Big and spacious.

Going for a swim now.

Nice pool at the roof. Just in time for Sunset.

I feel sooooooo relaxed.

After swim and back in the room. Wet and cold.

Get changed and off to the free cocktail dinner next door.

FREE FLOW of food and the BAR!

Again, just me myself and I.

Need more Chardonnay plsssss.

Next day after check-out, had lunch at their buffet restaurant.

DIY Popiah. On the house.

Wide range of local delights.

Even roti prata too!

And there's DIY rojak, Satay, ice-kachangs & ice-creams!

Even a live cooking demonstration by Chef William Soh on how to cook a nice Penang Char Kway Teow.

And of course, Teh Tarik with our friendly waiter.

And that's the happy me.Now not so happy... :(

Today is yet another day for me to get through without brooding too much.
It's gonna be a tough period I know and I'm all prepared for it.
But right now I'm struggling.
I needa get out fast and MOVE ON.
I don't like this feeling of "Being stuck".

Love,
Missy B

More than enough...

2011-09-13T05:18:00.003+08:00

13 Sept 11, Tuesday ❤

It's 5:21am in the morning and I just came back home.
Had a few drinks & supper with my friend after a talk with "somebody.
And the conversation just reached a stage whereby none of us could go on anymore.
We both know we need to stop.
In fact, I NEED TO STOP.
It's exhausting, really.
Trying to get a simple logic or point across a person's mind.You may not think this is much.
Try doing this a million times and you tell me again.
Either HE is an idiot OR you are.
Period.

Anyway, from this talk I finally know something.
It was never about getting us back together.
He just wanna get his message across.
I get it now.
All his ridiculous unjustifiable explanations made total sense now.
He will never realise what he shouldn't have done.
Even at the cost of losing me forever, he will never know.
All he wanted to do was to get his message across.
Well, I get it all now.

I hope he's truly happy.
Saying all those things that he finally said.
He should feel a ton lighter now on his shoulders.
But for me?
I felt a ton heavier in the heart.
'Cos all these while, he made me feel he really wanted me back so badly.
All that he said, all that he "tried" to do or show me?
But sadly, now I know it was all just an act.

Perhaps people out there might be laughing at me.
Laughing at how naive I am.
At how stupid I am.
But to me, I did my best.
I just paid a bigger price than others to know the ending.
Even though I already knew.
But this is me.
I just wanna try, even for the very last time.
But HE?
HE just wanna get his message across.
I will never forget the exact words he said against me.
Never!
And this will be the perfect tool for me to use to forget him.

Despite all that happened and all the risks involved, I gave him another chance to make things good again.
Or at the very least, I thought its gonna happen.
But I think FATE hates me.
IT likes to play tricks on me.
My chances never proved their worth.
They only once again determined my STUPIDITY IN LOVE.
I should really gun-shot myself for this.

Despite all the "precautions" I took.
I still can't protect myself.
I still end up badly wounded.
Whether my close friends were or not involved, I'm wounded anyway.
I must really start to get something in my head.
MEN ARE ALL THE SAME!!!
The only way I can get out of another relationship failure, is NOT to get into one.
OR... I can fall for the opposite sex.
Who, by the way, will understand what I really needed.

Now, I'm not surprised why girls are losing faith in MEN and turning lesbos.
'Cos the MEN they meet just CANNOT MAKE IT!!!
MEN JUST DON'T GET IT!!!
And who says good girls are HOT in demand?
I'll scowl in their faces "BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!"

So what if I'm true to you?
So what if I didn't cheat on you?
So what if I won't do those things that you hated so much?
So what if I won't treat you the way your ex(es) treated you?
You still don't cherish me!!!
You'll still find millions of excuses (or "reasons") just to make yourself less guilty.
You're still gonna "forget" what you promised me one day and get away with it.
I'm still gonna be hurt ALL OVER AGAIN.
I'll still end up at a crossroad whereby I either become a stupid naive idiot or I walk away in an empty shell, souless.Either way?
I'm still gonna hate myself.

And so, I HAD ENOUGH!!!
I'm tired, EXTREMELY!!!
Right from the beginning, I had never intended to have such a tedious relationship.
I just need my man to give me what I want and I of course in turn, will give him what he needed.
Is it so difficult to with-hold your promise to somebody you claimed is so important to you?
Is it so difficult to fulfill something that doesn't even need $$$ to buy?
To me as a MAN, if you can't deliver your promise be it small or big, pls... just cut your balls off.

Not being able to understand each others' "language"?
To me, this is a sign of communication breakdown.
Already on the rocky end of the cliff, I feel I'm falling over anytime soon.
After what happened, might as well make it come true.
My patience ran out.
I don't wish to waste anymore time.

If you think at YOUR AGE, you can still afford to slowly develop a relationship with a girl at your own sweet time, go get a mirror please.
At least I look at one everyday to know I don't have time for love games.
Especially guessing games.
For the grace of the Lord.
SPARE ME.

Enough is enough.
If he will change, he will.
If tests/circumstances/situations show that he won't, then I can assure that YOU won't be the one to change him either.
That's what really went through my mind each time things go wrong and I kept quiet.
Nobody can change anybody except yourself.

I wanna get married soon.
Start my own family.
I wanna find somebody who is responsible, honest and sensible.
Somebody who is ready to settle down with me, anytime.Somebody who loves me more than himself.

And so... I know very well it's time for me to move on.
HE definitely can never commit or settle down.
Perhaps, we shouldn't even be friends.
'Cos I think I loved you too much for that.

"Sometimes, the more you don't wish to hurt someone, the more you end up doing so.."

Love,
Missy B

Catching Up!

2011-09-06T06:49:00.002+08:00

31 Aug 11, Wednesday ❤

After so long, finally had the chance to watch this movie.
Thankfully, I am still able to catch it before it goes off-screen and after everyone else I know had watched it.

Rate: 4/5

Indeed, I was glad I caught it before it gets taken off the big screen.
Although I didn't cry, but I really liked the show.
Makes me wanna go download the sequel "Planet of the Apes" and watch it.

After the show, head home.
I was a very good girl.
I stayed out of clubbing on a Ladies Night.
Ought to feel proud?
Hahahaaaaas.
Let's see how long this last.
LOL

"Perhaps absence really DOES makes the heart grows fonder..."

Love,
Missy B

Hari Raya Puasa Eve Party!

2011-09-06T06:30:00.002+08:00

29 Aug 11, Monday ❤

It's Eve of Hari Raya Puasa!
And as predicted, we went 2nd home again!
LOL!

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Effing HOMOs... LOLS!

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The guys...

We drank so many rounds of this on top of the shots & BM (Blue Mountain) I ordered... Indeed I was drunk (again) eventually.. :p

Anyway...
Thanks for the Bird's Nest! ❤
I so needa get my health back to shape.
Had been so weak lately that I really lost weight.

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And Mummy made me drink this (D.O.M) every night before I sleep.
But I didn't really drink it 'cos its really weird drinking liquor in your room when you're not clubbing.
Though surprisingly it doesn't taste as bad as it smells.
It actually tasted sweet.

Gonna be a busy busy bumble bee from this week onwards!
Perhaps its a good thing to not think so much for now and focus on something else more important in your Life other than ❤.
If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.

Love,
Missy B

Can't get enough!

2011-09-06T06:07:00.004+08:00

27 Aug 11, Saturday ❤

I am craving for Ma Maison's Garlic Baked Escargot!!!
I wished for it and so I get it!
So somebody beri nice brought me there for dinner.
Thanks Mr C~!
❤❤❤ Mad loves!!! ❤❤❤
And we ate like 3 plates of them...!

With flaming fire at the base.. COOL stuff! ❤

My main: Omu rice with tomato fried rice & chicken cubes inside! Slurps! ❤

His main: Baked seafood pasta.. Also yummy! ❤

Mr C gave me a wonderful gift all the way from KL!
Thanks!
I love it to the bits!
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Pig Pig 猪 from "花家姐" that HK drama! Only available in KL, not SG.
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❤❤ Happy Piggie Family~! ❤❤

After that, went for a movie at The Cathay.
Watched Final Destination 5!

Rate: 3.5/5

It wasn't very fantastic and also not gross enough..
Storyline was pretty much predictable.
As compared to the prequels, it's really not as good.
However, I feel that it's still worth to watch it on the big screen.
Though 3D will definitely be unnecessary.

Next show to watch ~ The Smurfs in 3D!
^.~

Love,
Missy B

Belated Birthday Dinner!

2011-09-06T05:39:00.002+08:00

26 Aug 11, Friday ❤

Edmund 叔叔 treated me to a belated birthday dinner!
Every year we will always meet up around this time to catch up a whole year of happenings/gossips.
LOL!
How time flies.. Had known him for 3 years now since 2008.
Do hope that we can remain as good friends like this for a long long time.

At Ma Maison, Central Mall!
(Edmund 叔叔 blur blur.. brought me to Central Square then realised it's actually at Central Mall.. -.-" ~ LMAO!)

Friends Forever~! (:

This is one of their signature dish ~ Garlic Baked Escargots! MUST HAVE! Really damn yummy!

The scallops & our main dishes ~ Omu Beef Rice & Unagi Hotpot Rice, all damn nice too!

Look at his glutton face.. Uncontrollably displayed when he saw the food... LOL!

I'm a happy girl.. ❤

Nice ride... Can't resist to take a pic with it...

At a KTV pub...

After staying there for about half an hour, went 2nd home again as already promised them I'll be there.
Besides, it was CHOYA night!
Woooooooooots! ❤

The King of Cocktails doing his wonders again.. Haaaaaaa

The Head of DJ for OO ~ Ollie Des!

With Xiao S & Joyce..

With Dar & Sweet... ❤

Raaaawwwwwrrrrr~!!!

With the DJ Crew!

With DJ Jeremy Gemstarr! Told him that he looked so much better with a smile. (:

Was indeed a hardcore clubbing week for me...
3 days in a row!
Madness...
I need a break from clubbing to detox badly!!!
O.o
Guess alcohol still cant take the pain away and make me forget all the things that happened...
Perhaps...
I needa face the problem in order to solve it?

“心病还需心药医...”

Love,
Missy B

Last Round of Birthday Celebration!

2011-09-06T05:06:00.003+08:00

25 Aug 11, Thursday ❤

Happy Birthday to MEEEEEEE!!!

And almost one full week of birthday celebrations for Vivian and me!
Total madness...
Last year we did the same thing as well.
But if you ask me, this year's birthday was definitey better than the last.

Dinner at Ippudo, Mandarin Gallery with the girls ❤.

Some of our fav side dishes... Tamago egg roll, japanses cold salad & potato salad.

We were given a VIP room after 30 mins of Q-ing.
-.-"
Seriously, Ippudo's service standards has dropped tremendously.
Back in Japan, they were FANTASTIC!
But dunno why when they came to Spore, they were DRASTIC!

An ALL GIRLS dinner gathering. ❤

More side dishes! The sweet potato with cream cheese (on the left) is DELICIOUS btw.

A table of FOOOOOOOD~! ❤

And the must-haves ~ Pork bun & their Ramen!

After that, some went home as next day had to work.
While some of us head to our 2nd home again. ❤

Ah Dar's lilies and my roses... ❤

Honey & Dar... ❤

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The shimmery butterfly is soooooo pretty! ❤

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Cheers to better ❤ luck in future! ^.^

Ah Bob, the King of Cocktails in OO.. (:

And with this, I announced that I'm officially a year older...
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I think I'm gonna skip my next year's birthday...
~.~
But I still wish that my birthday wishes for this year can come true... :p
❤❤❤

Love,
Missy B

Interview!

2011-08-29T03:07:00.003+08:00

24 Aug 11, Wednesday ❤

2 weeks ago, I received a call from Cathay Pacific to go for an interview.
The position was for "Cabin Crew Base Executive".
And for this interview, we need to prepare a 10 mins powerpoint presentation on a given topic.
I panicked.
The last time I ever laid my hands on a powerpoint presentation was 8 yrs ago.
Luckily, I had 2 weeks to prepare for this.

So I went for the interview this afternoon at 1pm.
And 2 weeks of preparation for this interview, turns out to be pretty fine.
However, my video was not able to play during the presentation.
They didn't have windows media player installed in the laptop.
ZzZzZzZzZzZz
Then, I found out later that 2 of the candidates were existing staffs of Cathay Pac.
More ZzZzZzZzZz can?!!!

Down inside, I was damn pissed and damn sianz when I learnt about that!
But I must act as if I didn't mind.
'Cos seriously??!!!
Why can't they effing interview their own staffs separately from us first?
They should in fact!
Call us in for an interview ONLY if your own existing staffs don't fit the bill!
And not put us together when obviously they will definitely get the priority!
Aaaarghh!!!

Anyways... After I was done with the interview, I felt damn relieved.
Like a huge stong lifted off my shoulder.
I very much would love to get the job.
But looking at the way the situation presents itself, I think the chances are really slim now.
I'm still optimistic about this whole thing really.
I just felt that they should have interviewed internal staffs separately and not put us down like this.
Wasting our time, really.

Today's Sis' Birthday!
Happy Birthday Jie!
Stay youthful and cheerful always!
Love loads!

Finally saw the shop space for my nails business.
It's pretty spacious and we definitely have enough space for mani+pedi services.
So excited!
Can't wait to see the "after-reno" look of it...
Now it's just an empty place.
But soon.. It's gonna be our lil' paradise!
*smiles*

So.. after visiting the shop, had dinner at ECP.
Then went Dbl O for our 2nd round birthday celebration!
Was another crazy night and best of all, even though I was kinda drunk, I didn't cry!
Heheheeee!
Had so much fun!
We even went Dolly thereafter!
And I remembered I danced and shuffled like nobody's business!
Then next day woke up felt as if my whole body was ran over by a train.
-.-"
Can't move my legs at all!
Gosh!

Anyway, here's some highlights of that night.
Enjoy!

Stay tuned for more updates~! Cheerios! ♥

Love,
Missy B

Family BBQ & Birthday PARTY~!

2011-08-23T21:52:00.003+08:00

20 Aug 11, Saturday ❤

I was stunned when Sis told me she smelled rain.
Shocked as in I didn't know rain has a "smell".
And also the fact that we're gonna start our BBQ in mins time!!!
=.=""
Anyway, it DID rained but luckily was only a passing drizzle.

There's only 7 of us including our maid Noy Noy.
Sis-in-law couldn't make it as my younger nephew Junqi Baby was sick.
Despite limiting on the selection of BBQ food we had, we still couldn't finish the food.
>.<

Heheheee... my Hello Kitty top damn cute right? Lolx! :D

By the time our BBQ ended, it was already 9:45pm.
I was all ready with my party dress on by 1030pm but my friend was late to fetch me and ended up reaching Dbl O only at 1130pm.
Vivian Dar (also same birthday with me) was already there & HIGH somemore!
Super early loh... =.=

So the moment I went in, I was greeted by many good friends around and hugs too!
Then... came the first round.
Blue Mountain and 151, courtesy of Lydia.
=.="
After that, I was fed with many more rounds continuously and that's when everything went down slope.
I got more and more EMO (as expected...) & cried like MAD!
Don't even know if my gfs ever did tried to help me touch up on my smudged make up or not.
All I know was... I'm gone...My auto-pilot mode switched on...
Until I saw the photos next day then flashes of memories of what happened slowly surfaced.
I didn't even remember some of my friends came!
LOL!Yeah.. getting drunk ISH SCARY!!!

Anyway, here are the glorious and "tak glam" moments...
Enjoy! (:

Our Birthday cupcakes & cake DIY made by Fion Diku, my 爱爱!

Not full strength yet.. Fion, Michelle, Shirley, Elyn, Serene, Eunice, Regine & Christine wasn't in the picture.

I'm so sad I didn't have a proper pic taken with the cakes! All turned out candid! Argh! SADDED!

My fav gals... love loads!

Another 151... >.<

I didn't get to drink the champagne (my fav by the way...) as well! MEGA POUTZ!!!

The only pic taken with Edmund 叔叔... (:

In a drunken state.. I don't even remember taking this picture... =.=

The next day I woke up with a terrbie horrible headache.
Super hangover-ed...
But I still managed to get my ass outta bed to Bugis to meet up with the girls for our steamboat gathering.
Though movie was cancelled. ):
But I still wanna watch my "Rise of the Planet of the Apes" nahhhhh!
*poutz*

Two tables for 6 of us.. LOL

Super bad hair day for me! ):

After dinner went opposite Ah Chew's for dessert.I didn't eat much 'cos am trying to control my diet too.

Anyway, let's take a look at my pressies for this year!
Super happy! \^o^/I love and heart each and every one of them!

Polaroid camera from EX... Thanks I love it!!!

Flowers from Edmund 叔叔! So sweet of you!! (:

Many more presents too!

A white bling bling GUESS watch from my fav girls! Hearts so much! (:

Hand-made DIY photoframe with our pics in it from Mavis, my Baobei! Love it ttm! (:

A bracelet from Taka Jewellery from Siew Siew! Love it too! (:

Hello Kitty iPh4 casing from Robin! 谢谢你！

Hello Kitty portable charger & rubber casing from MerMer! Hearts them too! (:

Necklace from Jo! Thanks its very nice! (:

Another necklace received by GUESS from Serene Sayang, Eu Eu & Regine! Thank u gals! Love it! (:

Body Lotion and Body Mist by Victoria Secrets from Jerlyn Dearie! Thanks dear! Will definitely use it! (:

Precious Moments' jewellery box from Christine! Thanks dear! Love it! (:

A Hello Kitty hand lotion pump from Felicia! Thanks babe! Appreciate it! (:

Last but not least, thank you everyone for coming to our Birthday party last Sat at Dbl O.
It was FUN and CRAZY yet I hope you guys are entertained in your own way.
Though I'm wasn't sober enough to host you all well but I do from the bottom of my heart,
am delighted to have you all here with us!
Wednesday 2nd round is gonna be much better I promise!
NO MORE EMO-ing!
Just happy-let-go-partying!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Before I end this post...
Here's a polaroid picture my Sweetsweet Irene took for us.

Nice isn't it? ♥♥♥

"A promise kept is a Man's Honour..."

Love,
Missy B

Friday Night Out!

2011-08-23T19:56:00.001+08:00

19 Aug 11 ~ Friday ❤

Went Titanium with my neighbour, his friends, Jerlyn Dearie and her neighbour.
Think now the trend ish hanging out with neighbours.. LOLX!

iPhone really needa improve on its camera functions.

Had an enjoyable night with them and Baobei surprised me by coming down to Titanium to look for me! Of course she came with more friends too. Didn't really stayed too long before all head home.

Anyway, don't think for the time being I will step in Titanium anymore because I don't really like their live band. Too long, too draggy and they sang really bad. Perhaps I'm not so much of a Thai songs fan. Think V4 is better loh.

But of course, Dragonfly & Shanghai Dolly still better anytime man.

"Today you appeared in my mind many many times. But in my heart, you are long gone."

Love,
Missy B

My Retail Therapy!!!

2011-08-23T04:12:00.002+08:00

22 Aug 11, Monday ❤

Went shopping last Thurs to get my PINK dress for my Birthday Party!
Picked Jerlyn up from Clementi and I was sooooooo Sotong can!!!
She was waiting for me opposite the road as agreed beforehand but I still ended up waiting for her at the other side... =.=
Indeed I am the Sotong Queen... ZzZzZz
Probably 'cos haven't been driving for too long...And also too used to being chauffeured around I guess...

We shopped for close to 3 hours before our dear Christine showed up.
Had dinner at MOS Burger and gossiped about everything under the sun.
Was such a nice meet up!
We should do this more often!
Ladies outing is always FUN!! (:

Anyways, here's my bag of loots!

Who says Neverfull will never be full? ~.~"

My two dearies...

Super heart this top!!! Comfy too!

This one made me look plump from the side... :(

This one also... :(

My PINK Birthday Dress! ❤

Will post pics of my Birthday soon once I consolidated all the pics!
Took some really terrible pics 'cos I cried like mad the moment I was drunk.
Really EMO EMO EMO!!!
Aaaargh!!!
The worst part was HE appeared after I came out!
Gosh... that was when EVERYTHING went wrong...
My right eyelash dropped.. make-up smudged like mad..
Hair messy... shouted at whoever talks to me...
HE's right.. the drunk Celine is HORRIBLE!

Anyways, CONCLUSION?
We can never be back together.
If HE still doesn't feel he had done anything wrong at all despite people telling him so, then HE IS BEYOND HOPE!
Worst thing is he can still find all sorts of reasons/excuses to defend himself.
I seriously feel that I can definitely live without this kind of guys.
I definitely am better off without him.

I woke up this afternoon, feeling damn lousy because I had a nightmare.
It wasn't scary or anything at all, but it just made me feel sad after I woke up.
I guess I need more time to forget what happened.
Even at the back of my mind.
But the rest of the day passes by so quickly, I didn't even realised it was close to 10pm when I reached home.

Someone told me...
To get over your pain FAST, the only way is to FACE IT.
Yeah.. that's EXACTLY what I'm doing now.
I still tell my friends I miss him.
BUT I will never go back to him.
Simply because I lost the vision of our future together the moment he chose to "run away".
If you can't see yourself with that person in future, he is definitely not the one anymore.

No matter what happens, in order to overcome my sadness and grieve ASAP..
I am going to be around HAPPY people!
'Cos sad people makes me feel worse at this moment..
So I need positive people to shower me with positive vibes in order for me to get through this!
The idea here is FAST!

Luckily, I had found a new focus in my Life.
I'm gonna venture into manicure business with my gf and her colleague.
Business is expected to open in Sept if all goes well!And renovation starts next week!!! Whooooosh!
Feeling damn excited now!
I'm gonna be an ENTREPRENEUR!!!
I'm gonna be my own boss!!!
:D

On top of that, I do have another option.
If I do get the job (interview on Wed) with Cathay Pacific, I'll gladly take it.
But I will still continue with the nails business.
At least I still have an income coming in yet with my investments growing profits elsewhere.
Niceeeeee!
Soon enough, I will earn my first 1 million dollars!Muahahahaaaa~~
Ok.. I know I'm kinda dreaming now but one day, if all goes well, I gonna expand the business and do a different theme for each salon outlet.
I might even combine cafe concept with it!This is my dream.(:

Yes.. out of a sudden, I became very ambitious.
This is probably what people referred to as "The Drive".When circumstances force you to take a big step out, you just gotta do it.
With the right people, at the right time right place..
A difficulty becomes an opportunity.
As long as you set your mind to do something, you will achieve it.
Just a matter of time.
I had spent too much time focusing on the wrong thing, the wrong person.
Now, its time to focus on ME and my DREAMS.

I am soooooooooo excited now that I can't sleep!
LOLX!

"A pessimist sees difficulty in an opportunity.An optimist sees opportunity in a difficulty.~ Winston Churchill"

Love,
Missy B

Let's GAMBATTE~!

2011-08-18T15:31:00.001+08:00

18 Aug 11, Thursday ❤

Sunny day. 晴。
I woke up at near 12 noon and it felt extremely nice when the first person you see when you open your eyes is your precious mum (and the dog of course).
It makes me appreciate her presence.
And if it's within my control, I want this to be forever. (:

Caught two movies yesterday when some of my dearest friends were out clubbing/chilling.
Didn't wanna tire myself too much but because of a small miscommunication, my friend and I ended up buying two pairs of tickets to the same show, same timing!ZzzzzZzzzzzZ
Hence, in order to cut the losses, we decided to exchange to another movie at a later timing.
This, I tell you, MUST NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN!
LOL!!!

Rate: 3/5 (or maybe 2.5/5)

I had alot of questions and doubts about what's happening throughout the whole show.
It was disappointing.
The only thing I learnt about the show is that DOGS only follow the person they think has the highest chance of survival.
My advice?
Don't waste your money.

Rate: 4/5 (or perhaps 4/5)

This show is a MUST WATCH!Very very entertaining!
And I'm so glad we made this our second show and not the first.
It's hilariously funny and I really love the way the guy proposed to the girl.
It's so romantic!
The girl is such a dumb ass to reject such a nice guy!
So what if he's a zookeeper?
He's kind hearted, caring, down to earth and a good person by nature!
And he loves what he do!
I find this type of man who are so passionate about Life very attractive.
It's like they make you feel ALIVE all the time.
And a guy who bothers to make special extra efforts to the girl he wanna marry is so IRRESISTIBLE!
Don't you think so?

I mean seriously...
Between a guy/gal who always put his/her own interests before others and a guy/gal who always put others in front of his/hers, who would you choose?
The latter of course!
Nobody likes a selfish guy/gal isn't it?

Anyway, to all my lovely friends out there who are also going through a rough patch like me..
Buckle up & stay strong!
I know it hurts damn bad..
I know it feels like the end of the world..
I know it kills you inside to wanna do anything or go anyhere at all..And deep down you still carry that faint little hope that things can be different..
But seriously???
Is it worth it feeling so lousy for somebody who don't cherish you at all?The answer is NO!

I fell down real bad more than a week ago.
But I get up strong on my feet real fast too.
Not because I don't love my guy deep enough.
It's because I love the people who truly cared for me more.
So for them, I wanna be strong!I don't wanna let them down!I don't wanna let myself down! I don't like the feeling of disappointment.
So I won't make those who truly loves me, disappointed as well.And most importantly, I wanna show HIM that I can lead a BETTER LIFE with him out of my sight.

All along, I stood strongly by this ONE principle.
"Do not do to others what you don't wish others to do upon you."

Guess some people just don't learn...
Or perhaps, they just need to learn the hardest way.

Anyway, coming up...Post of my retail therapy!So stay tuned!
Gonna be making a trip down to Bugis later with 2 of my dear gals.
Needa stock up on clothes, shoes and accessories!
'Cos 老娘's birthday is here!!!
And this year's theme ish gonna be PINK!!!
Whooooooosh!!!
It's gonna be FUN!!!

Imma sooooooooo excited!!!
\^o^/

Love,
Missy B

A Closed Chapter...

2011-08-12T02:23:00.001+08:00

11 Aug 11, Thursday ❤

In Life, we meet all sorts of people, all kinds of obstacles.
Humps that we hate, that slows us down.
Or even barriers that keep us from moving forward.
For some people, they perservered.
For the others, they give up trying.

I just met one in so many years.
And I very much wanted to hold my partner's hand and walk through it together.
But he turns out to be another disappointment.
Huge disappointment.

From this, I learnt that there's no such thing as forever promises.
The guy can paint the most beautiful picture in words to you.
But in reality, there're just nothing but empty talks.

One biggest lesson I learnt about guys...
When they change, they become the person they said they will never be.

My mom is right.
To tell how much a person really loves you, it's not how happy you two were when you're together.
It's when something happens to you, what extend will he go to protect you and be there for you.
The moment he decides to take a "temporary" break from you, the moment he starts finding reasons or excuses to doubt your future, you know you can never trust this guy.

The most disappointing thing is when you were there for him in every step of the way, no matter how poor he is, how depressed he was, how low in confidence he felt about life, when you need him by your side, he will never do the same for you.

Men are selfish creatures.
They will always only put their own interests at heart first.
Self-centred, egoistic, heartless.
In reality, you don't need to look good to win a girl's heart.
That is the job of a woman.
You just need to know how to "sweet talk".
And naive stupid girls like me will fall for the trap.
So guys, if you happen to be old, fat and ugly, and this is how you get girls, let me tell you a fact.
No matter how naive and stupid we may be, there will always be a time that we will wake up and see through your tricks.
Just give yourself few more years when even your fat tummy starts to droop, no amount of sweet talks can get you a girl.
Perhaps a hooker only.
No wait, $ gets you a hooker.
Sweet talks get you nothing.
By then, the girl will only want your $, not your love.

If you look at your past relationships, the girls always end up leaving you and NONE of them lasts more than a year, perhaps you have a problem with long term commitments.
If that's the case, please do state in your "love resume" that you are just looking for "contract basis" or "temporary positions".
Don't go around collecting pieces of hearts, only to break them at the end of the day.
Your karma will come to you in the least expected moment and in the worst manner you can ever imagine.

The worst thing that makes a man a bastard or worst than a beast, is how victimized he portrayed himself to be in front of everyone when he's really the Wolf in a sheep's clothing.
I was blinded not just in the eye, but also in the heart.
If you ask me, "Have I ever regretted anything in my Life?"
I will tell you, "Yes. My biggest is regret is knowing YOU."

My relationship with you will never need a proper closure.Simply because you don't deserve one.
And I'm glad I see through you NOW and not later in future.
I will never regret my decision made today but I'm not so sure if I can say the same thing for you.
In time to come, you will definitely move on, get new younger "targets" blah blah blah...
The same goes for me too.
I will move on, know new friends and even go into another relationship.
But the difference between you and me is.. I know what I want all along.
You don't.
This is even how your closest friends think of you.And they call you a disgrace to MEN.
Until the day you realise what you really want is what you really need, it's probably too late.
By then, you're gonna age as a lonely old man, with no one to hold your hands and walk in the park with you.

Money can get you temporary happiness, temporary pleasure.
But it's love that gives you a lifelong sense of belonging, warmth and security.
Very much like how a HOME makes you feel.
I know what I'm looking for in my future, and I know you can't give me that.
'Cos its "temporary happiness and pleasure" that you seek.

I'm so glad that during this period of time, my family and friends are so supportive and cared so much about me.
I promise you all, I will recover in no time and before you know it, I'm back to my bubbly confident self again!
Love from family and friends will forever be the most lasting one. :)
Love from shallow guys like you?TRASH.

Love,
Missy B

6 months...

2011-07-26T16:55:00.002+08:00

26 July 11, Tuesday

Coming National Day will be our 6 months together.
And for some reasons, I'm not looking forward to it at all.
So many things happened between us lately and it's taking a toll on me.
I realised, 6 months of us being together would mean that our relationship is reaching "Stagnancy" stage.
And I don't want that.
No wonder there are people out there who only keep their relationships the longest at 3 months.
'Cos EVERYTHING changes after that.
It's like falling from Cloud 9 allllllllll the way to Ground Zero.
Hurts like mad.

I'm not saying we have to be living in "Honeymoon Period" forever.
But at least, make an effort for each other.
Why is it that you must change things after the honeymoon is over?
In the past, you would look so forward to meet me.
I could be waking up to find you in my room with lunch already bought.
How sweet is that?
Now? You would rather cook fried rice at home and eat without me.
And tell me you were "waiting" for me to wake up.
WTF is this???
If you are not persistent in how you treat me, then for goodness sake don't fake it just to get me.
I am pissed, yes, but more of disappointed 'cos I remember specifically a couple of days ago, I was just telling you how stagnant this relationship had become.
I wanna see the "make effort YOU".
Not the "take-me-for-granted YOU".
If I can already have such negative outlook on our relationship now that we're seeing each other almost everyday, try imagining getting married in future?
How's life gonna be then?

I cannot take the risk to find a guy who will not make efforts for me and marry him.
The reason why I fell in love with you was because of all the efforts you made when you were going after me.
I was touched by what you did.
Now? I don't see that in you anymore.
From now on, I will not say much to you anymore.
I will just observe and in the process, if things get worst, I will probably be less patient and easily annoyed with you.
Hope you won't feel that I'm being unreasonable 'cos my behaviour is a result from your actions.
And because I saw changes in you now, I feel that you're no longer the person I used to fall in love with.

Just remember this...
The moment you stopped making efforts, you lost me.

~~Love~~,
Missy B

A clearer mind...

2011-06-28T06:19:00.000+08:00

28 Jun 11, Tuesday

Initially, I had wanted to post many many nasty stuffs here to vent out my frustrations.
But after typing them out and read them through, I realised it's pointless.
I can be cursing and swearing at him, but at the end of the day, it doesn't make me feel any better at all.
Instead, I felt worst.The only way to be happy is to leave him.And the only way to leave is to stop hating him.

At first, I really hated the way he can twist and turn the facts around to shoot back at me!
I hated his fucking attitude & that stupid ego of his!
I hated his MCP characteristic that he feels he needs to do EVERYTHING for me as if I'm crippled or unabled!
I hate it when he turned our r/s into one that only he can treat me good while I can't!
I hate it when he breaks his promises each time after he gets me back!
I hate it when he doesn't cherish his chances at all!I hate it when he always has to screw things up!
I hate the fact that he doesn't know the pain of losing someone forever 'cos he thinks that I will still go back to him everytime after a quarrel!
But what he doesn't know is that I am not someone to be dared upon.I do what I say. It's only a matter of "To do?" or "Not to do?".

I lost the person I once loved so much before.
I know that feeling of a thousand knives stabbing through your heart.
But he probably hasn't felt the same before.That's why he doesn't know how to love a woman correctly.'Cos his mum told me, I'm the first woman he would ever be so anxious and sad over.
But yet, when he got you back, he's back to square one immediately the next day.Is this how you cherish your chances given to you???

Whatever it is, I will not be upset about what happened between us.At least now we are breaking up on incompatibility issues and not of 3rd party.I will not hate him anymore.
For I will stop loving him.
To love, is to hate.
To deny love, is to deny hate.Maybe these were all meant to be.
So this is the only way for me to let go.

"有时候，最简单的爱才是最复杂的。“

~~Love~~,
Missy B

Hate this feeling...

2011-06-28T03:33:00.000+08:00

27 Jun 11, Monday

Alot of things are running through my mind right now.
I wish I can just lay them out piece by piece.
So that I can see and think more clearly.
Yes... I have doubts now.
About us, about our future.
But, what can I do?

Things just seemed to be so different now.
Perhaps it's me, perhaps it's him.
We just point fingers at each other.
Make sarcastic remarks at each other.
We can't see eye to eye on everything anymore.
We can't even communicate without arguing or talking back at each other.
And all the secretive little actions he's showing me.
I hate that.
Why say you will do your best to give me the security I need and yet do otherwise the next moment?
Why can't one just be consistent in how one treats the other from the beginning till the end?

I'm sad that all these are happening now.
It's just.... too fast, too early.
I'm tired.. really tired..
And very very disappointed.
That's why I'll rather not talk about it.
'Cos I know, it's not gonna make any difference anyway.

Perhaps, this is the best way.

"我觉得，自己很没用。
常常守不住握在手里的东西。
所以一旦失去，我也只能认输，只能后悔。
一点办法都没有。。。

如果可以留在过去，我宁愿没有未来。”

Love,
Missy B

Just too bad...

2011-06-22T13:19:00.000+08:00

22 June 11, Wednesday

Disappointed... super disappointed!!!
Perhaps you don't know me well enough.I have stopped cooking for anybody ever since Fabian.
I will only wanna cook for somebody worthy.And when I really do, it means alot to me!But you!!! You denied me of this!!!
I guess, you didn't know how much this meant to me.Each time I wanna do something sweet for my BF, unexpected disappointments bound to happen!And this is exactly why I stopped doing anything for my BF anymore!And I don't think you ever realised this!You once asked me, "Why didn't you cook for me?"Now, my answer to you is..."Cos all my past experiences told me, it's not worth the effort!!!"And yet time and time again, I had to naively believed that YOU will be different!'Cos I thought a sentimental guy like you will appreciate girls' effort more than any other guys out there!Boy, am I soooooo wrong!Instead, your EGO issues are killing me!!!So stop all your act and behaved like I am more important to you than anything else in the World!'Cos I'm not buying this bullshit anymore.Obviously, in our last argument, you weren't listening to me at all!

If you had plans to be at home in the first place, just effing tell me yesterday when I asked you!
Don't last minute give me all sort of bullshits!
And you expect me to believe all the crap you said after that?
Well, let me tell you, I DON'T!
I'm not an IDIOT!!!

Perhaps to you I'm not understanding enough.
But that's because you chose not to see things from my point of view!You don't understand how much effort I made to take this step out! I wanted to cook you lunch so that you can have a good meal ready for the battle.'Cos in case you didn't notice, I DON'T COOK EVERYDAY!!!Neither do I just cook for anybody!Only someone special gets it! But in the end?
In my previous post, in case you missed a part of it, I said I wanna feel appreciated!
NOT TAKEN FOR GRANTED OF!!!
Indeed, I do feel this way now.
Perhaps after all my previous relationships, I had ZERO faith in relationships.And this one with you just confirmed my doubts on having one.
Men like yourself are the EXACT reason why women like us don't wanna fall in love ever again.'Cos Women tend to do silly things for their guys when they are in love but Men will always ruin every sweet part of it!!!
All you could think of is YOU YOU YOU!!!Then what about my feelings?Was it ever in your list of considerations???From the way I see it, it's NO!!!

I wish you ALL THE BEST & GOOD LUCK later!
But you won't see me ever again.

"I hate it when relationships reached a stagnant stage whereby one party wish to go one step further by doing more, the other just take it for granted."Perhaps I should be the one.

~~Love,~~
Missy B

Happy Father's Day!!!

2011-06-20T04:47:00.002+08:00

19 Jun 11, Sunday ❤

It's Father's Day!
So do bring your dearest Daddy out for dinner if you haven't already done so!
For me, I don't have this chance anymore 'cos my Daddy passed away donkey years ago.
So guys, cherish your loved ones while you still got the chance ok?

Yesterday was Sis' house-warming!
Hence, had a mini party over at her place with the family & relatives.
Sis' home-made Durian Tiramisu is yummy!
I ate two!Hehehheeee!

Sis' place... The swimming pool is awesome!

♥ ♥ ♥

My younger bro has grown up! His first alcoholic drink, Bacardi Breezer! :)

After that, went KTV at Jurong Safra Kbox with my family until 2am!
Sing our lungs out! SHIOK!

It was freezing inside the room... Brrrrrrr!

♥ BB & I ♥

It's been awhile since we have such family gathering that lasted the whole night.
I think the last time we ever went ktv together was back in 09 already.
Really enjoy such family time together.

Coming to think of it, Family is the only one who will never desert you in bad times or worst.
I am glad I'm close to my Family.
They are the ones who made me feel that nobody out there is reliable enough except your own family.
And that is so true.

Anyway, just some updates!
I finally bought the stuffs I needed/wanted! (:
Only regret was.. Why didn't I buy them earlier on when I haven't clipped my wings?
Damn...

A Chanel purse!!! Mad ♥! Got it last month!

And these too!!! Got it few days ago! ♥

A T&C necklace & pendant... ♥♥♥

Present for BB...♥

It's a key chain from Mont Blanc...Glad that he ♥ it!

Yes, I pamper my BF once in awhile with gifts and that's because he pampers me once in awhile too..
Although not with expensive gifts but all the little little things he did for me really touches my heart.
I just hope that I will be appreciated and not taken granted of.
There are some things which are important to girls but sometimes, guys just don't feel the same.
That's why from time to time, arguments arises.
And sometimes, the reason why couples break up eventually is because they slowly forget why they love each other in the first place.
We need to remember why we fell in love.

Moving on...

It was Dbl O's 11th Anniversary last Saturday!
And we all went earlier to attend their VIP Party with FREE FLOW from 9-11pm!
All because WE ARE VIPS mah!Heh hehz!

Ah Mok so short! LOL!

With Kristy Sweet...♥

Eh... thought Purple stands for Passion? :ppp

And I ♥ my bare back dress... (:

With Adeline... Pic ish over-exposed! LOL!

With Brudder George!

It was my first time celebrating their Anniversary because I gotta work for the previous years.
And it was a great party!
Next year, I wanna go again!
(Hopefully...)

So, what's going on for me today?
Well, today definitely don't seem like a "Sunday" to me.
Seems more like a "Sianday" to me!
Let me tell you why...

First, WA (WhatsApp) was like down for hours!
I couldn't connect to the bloody app at all!
And all my friends' were working fine except mine!
So they can send me msgs but I can't view them.
Damn suay can...
And then, I really wanna get outta the house 'cos I was feeling super 闷..
But EVERYONE, I mean literally like EVERYONE is sooooo effing busy!
With God-knows-what!!!
Haiz.... Even MR BF also damn busy lorrrr.... -.-
But luckily, there's my dearest gf who's only available after 6pm to go walk the streets with me.
So I'm blessed and lucky after all!
*winks*

Me @ Bugis St shopping!

We shopped for like 3 hours and were both feeling damn tired.
Especially our feet felt sooooooo sore.
And guess what? We still couldn't finish the entire Bugis Village!
Really lots and lots of stuffs to see there.
Had wanted to get a pink colored keyboard guard for my Macbook Pro.
$10 only!!! Damn cheap!
But sadly.. OOS!!!!
CCB... I really wanted to get it so much norrrr!
Sianz half...

Anw, here are my loots of the day~!

Total 10 pcs of them & all for less than $200!
Cheap deal isn't it?

I really can't wait for the Abercrombie & Fitch (A&F) and H&M stores to be opened in Orchard!
It better be fast 'cos 老娘我 is going to wipe out the stocks!
Wahahaha~!
Do you have any idea how effing long I haven't shopped in these two stores?
It's KILLING ME!
Soon.. Veeeeeeery soon I will be able to wear H&M clothes again!
Muahahahah~~ *evil laughter*

By the way, I had watched the "Green Lantern" with my BB just now at Cathay Cineleisure.

Rate: 4.5/5

Yesh! I gave very high rating!
Partially because by comparison (after watching "Super 8"), the "Green Lantern" is way much better!

Super 8 was BORING and DRAGGY!
It is I think by far, the worst show I've watched this year.
Seriously.
The title of the movie don't even show a link to story at all!
And I seriously don't know WTF was going through Steven Spielberg's mind when he was making this movie!
Disappointed is the word.
Very, very disappointed.

Go watch "Green Lantern" if you haven't already done so.
The next big hit I'm really looking forward to is "Transformers: Dark of The Moon".
The only letdown of this blockbuster is...WHY NO MEGAN FOX??!!!

Anyway, with or without her,
BB and I are still gonna catch it (not the "Gold Class" style) but the "PLATINUM" style.
Heheheeee!!! Can't wait!!!

Love,
Missy B

2011-06-15T16:10:00.000+08:00

15 June 11, Wednesday ❤

Wow... it has been reeeeeeally long since I posted anything here isn't it?
Hmmm... had neglected this space so much...
Well, not because I'm busy busy but as a matter of fact, I'm pretty free now!
Jobless to be exact.
But not for long I guess.
I just need a short break to clear my mind and think about what I really wanna do.

Since my previous post till now, it has been almost coming to a month.
Although it's only 3 weeks plus but indeed, MANY things happened in my Life.
Made new friends.. Lots of them..
Cut bangs (like finally I had the courage to do so!) & rebonded my hair..
Had a new job but left 'cos felt kena conned..
Once in awhile quarreled and patched things up with my guy..
Painfully realised I had gained 6kgs during the 2 months of my "nua-ing"..
Gosh! I must really stop eating so much! x__X

The worst thing is, at this very right moment, I realised I had lost the flair for writing.
Not that I was any expert before but I used to be able to express myself better.
Now? B-L-A-N-K!

Anyway, just something random.
Did my chio chio nails yesterday.
And here's the pic.

Nice???

Perhaps next time I'll do silver glitter tips with crystals.. (:
And as for now.. gonna post more pics of me & my guy!
This is to let those people who are "concerned" about us know that ..WE ARE VERY GOOD together still!!! <3

Our promise to each other... ❤

My fav pic of all!

Every couple is bound to go through all sort of shits together.
Well.. this is Life.
Don't judge anyone just based on what you see from the surface.
'Cos the efforts they put in underneath, could be way more than you can ever imagine.

"外表一点都不重要，最重要的是那一颗心。"

Love,
Missy B

Was it You or Me?

2011-05-05T06:08:00.000+08:00

05 May 11, Thursday ❤

不知道是不是在一起久了
感情变得越来越淡了
话题也渐渐得变少了
面对面也不知道要说些什么。

这就是别人说的 “舒服期” 吗?
Are we at Stage 4: Comfortable now?

好怀念当初的我们
嘻嘻哈哈无所不谈
当时的我们简单多了
而现在一切都好像复杂了许多。

当初期待见面的 “心跳加速”没了
就连 “那个” 的感觉也变了
为什么？
难到世间上真的就没有 “永恒” 吗？

Maybe I'm over-sensitive.
Or maybe, we've become complacent.
Nobody knows.
Only Time can tell.

So what's the durability of Love?
Let me tell you, there's NONE.
There's always an expiry date to everything.

Love,
Missy B

当爱情只剩下谎言。。。

2011-04-15T03:37:00.000+08:00

15 April 11, Friday

Decision made.
Foolish or Wise?
Time will tell.

I need a drink. Badly.

"It's only when You're true to Yourself can You be true to Others."

Love,
Missy B

The Truth is Always Ugly...

2011-04-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

15 April 11, Thursday

Seriously, I have my own assessment criteria when it comes to "The Right One".
The fact is, everyone else does.
But there are really just certain things that I can't accept.
Period.

I know that NOBODY is perfect.
Neither am I.
So it's really up to ME to decide whether can I accept it or not?
What happened in the Past has already passed.
I know that & I can't change anything about that.
But right now, I'm talking about the Present.
What ever decision I make NOW will affect the Future eventually.
So I have to make a wise one.

Yes, people always say "Think about the positive traits of that person & not focus on the bad."
Does it mean we should just completely disregard them?
There's a perfectly solid reason why a person can't stay long in a relationship.
And it's not always because He/She always think of the negative points of that person.
Sometimes, it's because the other party is too self-conceited himself/herself to think there's any problem with him/her.

I once said this.

"The Bad side of a person attracts You. But it's the Good side of that person that makes You stay in the relationship."

But do you know this sentence could also mean:

"The Good makes You stay but The Bad makes You wanna Leave."

So now, the crucial point to consider is..

"How Good enough is the person to make you disregard his Badness and Stay?"

and

"How Bad enough is the person to make you disregard his Goodness and Leave?"

Seriously, GUYS, if it's just all talks, we GIRLS had enough.
I've heard so much enough to know how to differentiate between empty talks & true sincere ones.
And when it comes to dealing with such stuffs, it's either I love you enough to "close one eye"
Or I just simply don't love you enough to "walk away".

Love is always a mixture of Sweet, Sour, Bitter & Spiciness.
And Life likewise.
If only each of us can have our own individual concoction of Love & Life.
I would only want a combo of Sweetness & Spiciness.

And seriously... the Truth is always ugly!
What appears on the surface is sometimes just pure illusion.
A false impression set upon one to hide the ugly truth.
That's why it makes the person who deliberately hide it more scary when you learnt what lies beneath his lies.

Perhaps it's all destined.
Destined for me to find out about all these.
It irks me to know that even after I questioned you, you can't even give me an honest answer.
You just simply dump a super lame excuse on me & expect to "wriggle" your way out of this shit.
Fortunately, I'm not some dumb lass who will just simply buy your worthless story.
You are messing with the wrong girl Mister.
For someone who's been through so much betrayal and lies like me?
It's as simple as ABC for me to "see through" your lies.

Now, I just have to ask myself these...
"Can I really forgive him & forget about it?"
"Do I really wanna be with somebody like that?"
Someone who asks random girls to go out while according to him, he's "trying his very best to win back his girl's heart"?
To me... this isn't what a guy should be doing if he is really sincere in wanting to get his girl back.
To me, he is just "trying his luck" to see which girl will be "caught in his net"?
From the way I look at it, he's probably just trying to find a "backup plan" in case if this one doesn't work out.
There! So easy to see through his tricks.
A desperado?
Maybe.

And seriously, honesty is the first most basic criteria i need from my guy.
I can tolerate your frivolous scandalous past.
But I can't tolerate LIES. Period.
'Cos experiences tells me that if there's a ONCE, there'll always be a TWICE.
And so on and so forth.

And GUYS, sometimes it's not because the girl is so dumb to always buy your story.
It's because she loves you too much.
Enough to "close on eye", bear with the pain & hurt you've caused her, to "forgive".
But she will never forget.
And because she remembers, the pain and the hurt will always be there haunting her.
But she's willing to relive these painful memories quietly just to be with you.
Noble or not?
Definitely.
This is how much a girl is willing to endure for somebody she loves.
But GUYS leh?
You all just think with your dick!

Some people just don't deserve a second chance.

~~Love~~,
Missy B

Happy April's Fool Day!!!

2011-04-02T06:20:00.000+08:00

01 April 11, Friday ❤

I can't believe exactly how dumb I am!!!
By accidentally pressing "Command Z", the entire post that I spent the past hour typing VANISHED into thin air just like this!!!
Aaaaaaaargh!!!!
Even my MBP knows how to pull a trick on me on this day!!!
FML!!!

Anyway, I was saying (earlier on)...
Ever since I left SQ, I had been nua-ing for the longest time of my Life.
Everyday is an OFF DAY for me.
Wake up, FB, eat, go out, FB, drink, eat, FB, sleep.
Kinda boring and meaningless.
But today, it was something different for me.
I spent the entire day hanging out with my BBF.
We went makan, followed by a heavy duty shopping.
And sweetest BBF carried all my loots the entire day!
And waited for me to try each and every single piece of clothing without a single complaint.
Oh wait!
He DID complain.
But only because his iPhone batt went flat.
Just that. How sweet can he get???
And this is something that "Mr F" would never do for me.

But what truly amazed me today was this...
He showed me a tremendous amount of patience today.
And I could really feel that everything he do, he thought of me first.
And I really truly appreciate his Love now.

Perhaps it's true when people say that Life/Love is never a bed of roses.
But at this point, I really do feel like I'm living in my dream.
BBF may not be the "Man of my Dreams".
But he truly cares for me.
Worried all the time for my well-being.
Nervous for me when I'm going for my interview.
Ecstatic even though all I did was just gave him a peck on his lips.
Be very anxious when I'm missing.
Sad when I'm crying.
Heartbroken when I'm hurting.
Feels what I feel.
Sees what I see.
Now... isn't this more valuable than anything else?

And sometimes in Life, the more one tries to search for something important or valuable,
the more one loses it.
So try stop searching...
And you'll be amazed how it will come looking for you when you least expect it.
You just got to keep walking.
So now, I'm learning the noble art of "Letting Go" now.
Let go of the Past and start living in the Future.
As long as one open up the heart...
Bliss will find you in no time.
Just got to keep believing.
Don't give up hopes on Love.
It will come.

So BBF, let me tell you one thing...
I feel your Heart now.
I feel your Love.
And I feel YOU.
So doubt me no more.
I really mean what I say.

"其实，只要有你在身边就足够了..."

Love,
Missy B

INSENSITIVE guys NOT my cup of tea!

2011-03-31T16:53:00.000+08:00

31 Mar 11, Thursday

Men ALWAYS say one thing yet do another!!!
They NEVER EVER commit to what they say!!!
They NEVER EVER mean what they say too!!!

Seriously, you think I'm still that 18 year old girl NAIVE and STUPID?
Honey-coated sweet nothings no longer work for me!
You wanna know why?
Because I had heard too much & had learnt a really painful and hard lesson to NEVER EVER fall into this trap again!

Guys, what can someone do to really wake you all up???
When you say you love a person, FUCKING MEAN IT!
For LIFE!!!
When you say you wanna do certain things with that person, MAKE IT HAPPEN!
Girls don't need you to buy them gifts all the time or whatsoever?
They just need you to make them feel important, needed & loved!
And just fucking do what you promised!
Is this logic very difficult to understand?
Why MEN just don't get it???

I had enough of hearing all these bullshits...
I am tired of the fact that each time I set my mind on somebody, he just gotta take me for granted!
Which is why, I'm sick & tired of relationships!
All the bullshit of ME not paying enough attention to YOU lah..
Or I'm not being "sticky" or "needy" enough lah...
BULLSHIT!
Here I am... trying to be the GF you wanted me to be... and this is what I get!
Waiting for NOTHING!!!
I starved myself waiting for you 'cos you asked me to give you ONE HOUR.
In the end?
Only to get a "hint" from you that you can't make it!
And the reason?
Because you're busy doing something tat you had initially planned to do on Sunday!!!
WHAT THE FUCK????

Yes... you apologized.
But are you sorry enough?
You "say" you are.
Do you have any idea what a "Sorry" sounds like without "Sincerity"???
It's like eating Beef Hor Fun without Beef!
POINTLESS!!!!

Yah.. I know..
I'm "boiling" right now and these are probably words of rage.
But seriously, after I cooled down, all these will leave scars & bad impression behind.
It will affect us somehow.
Let me tell you something.
Once bitten twice shy.
You bit me once in KL.
So now, I am TWICE shy.

A hassle-and-maintenance-free relationship is what everybody is looking for.
But all I ask for is a just a simple you-and-me relationship...
Is it really that difficult?

Maybe this is my Karma.
I get it now.

~~Love~~?
Missy B

Losing myself....

2011-03-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

23 Mar 11, Wednesday ❤

Feels that I'm slowly losing myself.
Can't think straight.
Can't think logically.
Even this space seemed extremely ignored.
What's happening?

For someone not working like me, Time shouldn't be an issue.
I should have lots of time in the world now.
But yet, I can't even find time to accomplish anything!
I can literally feel myself crawling back into the hole for hiding.
Didn't wanna see anyone.
Didn't wanna go anywhere.
Just wanna laze around whole day.Stare into empty space.Wake up, eat, surf, sleep again.

But there's so many things I wanna do!
And by right I should have lots of time to do so!
But I didn't.And I couldn't. I wanna be NORMAL!
No more nocturnal lifestyle for me.
I wanna be HEALTHY!
Go gym, go swim, cut down on drinking etc.
I wanna finish up my RESUME!
Send in applications for jobs & go for interviews.
I wanna GET A DEGREE!
Part-time... ASAP!
I wanna EAT LESS!
Go back to my normal diet of strictly 2 meals a day.
I wanna SELL MY CAR!
Before prices turn unfavorable for me.
I wanna... I wanna...Haiz...
The list just never ends.

So tell me... Where had TIME been to???
I guess I just super duper suck at Time Management.
Don't even have enough time for myself...
Let alone for others.
I wish... I wish...
I can be divided into 4 parts whereby each part can function separately at its own pace.
This way, I'll have enough time for myself, my family, my BF & my girls.

Haiz...
好烦啊！！！！！！！
好想去吹吹海风...

"当你觉得世界好像放弃了你，其实是你放弃了它..."

~~Love,~~
Missy B

Lots of Updates~!

2011-03-02T07:59:00.000+08:00

02 Mar 11, Wednesday ❤

Ever since I'm attached, I haven't been updating my blog about my Life at all!
Well, some short brief ones maybe.
But that's because I'm so busy dating the Love of my Life!
LOL!
(SIBEH HAO LIAN I know.. Lalala~~)
But indeed, I am feeling very blessed right now.
And for that, I'm not guilty of neglecting this space at all! :p

Anyway, remember I mentioned I did a flight to Athens last month?
Here are some pictorial updates of my tour to one of the favorite honeymoon locations.

Santo Rini (Athens) ~ 03 to 08 Feb 11

I am so glad that before I quit flying, I am able to tour Santo Rini.
Really have no regrets now.
This place is breath-taking & simply beautiful.
But I guess Winter ain't the best time for sight-seeing here 'cos there ain't much of the greeneries-against-the-clear-blue-skies kind of sceneries.
Heard Summer would be the best time to come.Which is also their Peak Season hence expect more expensive lodgings and air tickets too.
Anyway, I couldn't ask for more can I?
I'm contented enough to be able to even make the trip here once.

My air ticket on Aegean Airline. Only two flights daily from Athens to Santo Rini.

Yes, I travel light!

At the remote bay boarding the plane.

This is our lodging!

Our breakfast!

Hot chocolate!

This bowl of hot Chicken Soup with rice is super nice! Best dish ever in Santo Rini! LOL!

One of the most beautiful Sunset I have ever seen.

Last pic taken before heading back to Athens.

I had an amazing time during this trip.Although I was kinda down with gastric and all.Food in Santo Rini wasn't exactly much to my liking so may I suggest those who are less adventurous and weak in the stomach to bring your own food.Just in case.And lots of medicine.You never know when you'll need to self-medicate.But overall, I'm glad I did this flight.

That's all for now!
Gonna try update the following ASAP!

. Bali ~ 09 to 13 Feb . Valentine's Day ~ 14 Feb . Ramen Gathering + Dbl O ~ 18 Feb

Keep coming back!
I promise I'll update soon!

Love,
Missy B

I love You Truckloads!

2011-02-25T05:26:00.000+08:00

25 Feb 11, Friday ❤

I am coming home today!
Had been submerged in EMO state for the past day or so.
NO amount of retail therapy can cure me unless it's my LOVE PILL!
Yes.. I am love sick I guess..So I need my LOVE PILL to cure it!I needa see my "Pistachio" aka "开心果"!
Well, ABSENCE does makes the heart grows fonder.
:)

I am currently left with 2 hours of sleep before heading back to SG.
Physically tired but mentally damn AWAKE!
Gonna be a long night for me when I'm back in SG too 'cos....
It's TGIF!!!
Already had many plans made!
Whooooopeeeee!
Oh ya! And Saturday I am attending UniSim's Open House!
I am going to further my studies and get myself a square hat!
Though kinda late but I am determined!Wish my luck!
This has always been a dream of mine to fulfill before I die.
Muahahahhaha!!!

Anyway, here's my favorite picture of the WEEK!

You're My Everything BB... and I love you just the way you are!

"As long as my heart beats, you will always be a part of me.."

Love,
Missy B

One of those days...

2011-02-23T18:49:00.000+08:00

23 Feb 11 ❤

Woke up with tears flowing down my cheeks this afternoon...
Had a dream about Daddy...
And I guess I still miss him like crazy.

In the dream, we were chatting happily over dinner in a restaurant at the hotel he stays.
And I remembered vaguely there were luggages all over the place.
I guess he went traveling.
And I cried when he left.

It's been so many years since he left us.
And quite a while since I last dreamt about him.
But he always looked the same.
Just the way I remembered him to be.
And I can still recall very clearly, every time I'll cry when I woke up.

Anyway, I am coming to the end of my flying career...
FINALLY!!!
I never thought I would leave.
But I figured that I can't be flying forever isn't it?
This could be the next turning point in my Life.

Ok! I am going to nap awhile before my night flight to Tokyo later on.
This is gonna be the last time I go Japan.
The next time I go, it'll be for HOLIDAY!!!
Wooohooooo!!! :p

Love,
Missy B

My Sentiments...

2011-02-22T05:15:00.000+08:00

22 Feb 11 ❤

If only I had met you earlier...
I wouldn't had to go through all those heartbreaking moments.
God has given me this opportunity of a Lifetime...
To find someone as sweet and as caring as You are.

You may not be the perfect to others...
But to me, you are.
I love you & accept just the way you are...
And with that, hold my hands tight, for I'm never ever gonna let you go.

I wanna experience Life, be it good or bad, with no one else except You.
And I hope, You do feel the same way too.
My only regret is this...
Why didn't I meet you earlier?

"BB, I'm glad I found You..."

"Sometimes one needs to lose something precious in order to learn the lesson to cherish the value of others..."

Love,
Missy B

Island Retreat!

2011-02-10T22:14:00.003+08:00

09 to 13 Feb ❤

Hieeeeeee!!!
Am currently blogging from BALI!!!
OMG!!!
I had been wanting to come here so badly and finally I'm here!!
Usually I only get to "night-stop" here but now I'm here for holiday!
Whoooopeeee!!
MAD SHIOK!!!

And This place is amazingly beautiful!
The villa I mean.
LOL.
No wonder many honeymooners like to go Bali.
Indeed it's a place matchmade for Lovers.
Or lovers to be.

Anyho.. I will be here till Sunday!
I am nua-ing so much I really hope I can stay here for another week!
But my leave is only till 15th.
Will be spending V-Day in Singapore though.

Pics will be up shortly!
Now, here's a pic to show you how lovely the Villa is.

Beautiful isn't it? (:

Thanks C... For everything...

"If it's meant to be... It's meant to be."

Love,
Missy B

Let's work that butt!

2011-02-01T04:50:00.000+08:00

01 Feb 11 ❤

CNY is coming!!!
OMG...
I have yet to buy new clothes!
I'm so busy I have no time at all!
*poutz*

Anyway, just went to the gym with C yesterday.
His Personal Trainer is a DEVIL TRAINER from HELL!!!
Say will relax more on ladies but in the end???
Make my arms & thighs hurt like mad!
Ji tao jelly legs & arms lor...Nabehz... (Now I'm officially a Sotong can...? -.-)

And I can't believe I went Holland V for dinner with the boys in my gym wear with totally ZERO makeup!
OMG...I would NEVER EVER do that in the past loh...
But I was successfully "persuaded" somehow.
Magic of the Boys.
And guess what?
Went Liang Court for KTV after dinner some more!
Yes...IN MY FREAKING GYM WEAR & SHOES!!!
Gosh.. what's got into me???

Anyway, the night ended reeeeeeally well.
I had truckloads of FUN with them.
I have always enjoyed hanging out with FUNNY people.
People who makes me laugh.Cheers up the gloomy rainy day instantly.I like! (:

Oh, it's Uncle Jo's Birthday today!

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jo!!!
Whatever your birthday wish is, IT WILL COME TRUE one ok?!!
Have FAITH.
Stay cheerful & positive always & your Happiness will find you soon!" :)
(This is my wish for you... ^.^v)

Soooooo looking forward to my Feb leave now.
老娘 ish going BALI!
Whoooohoooo~!!!
*counting down the days now!*

Alright, before I retired for the night.. Here's a few photos to share with you all.

Do some Cardio first!

No.. the redness wasn't blusher but my natural flush after running.

Where got people wear berms to work out one?? *faintzzz*

The evil trainer Jonathan feeling very happy "tekkaning" C. LOL!And his accomplice Jeremy laughing away too.So mean!

So now.. it's HIS turn. Wahahaha!

Kns. Gek Sai bin (poo poo face).

Wow.. I tried this.. damn offing SHIONG!!! I only managed to do 1 set of 15 followed by 15 crunches. Faintzzz...

In total, just on thighs I did 30 sets of 1 exercise and 60 sets of another.Arms, 60 sets.Abs, 1 set.Do you have any idea how offing tired it is after?But the accomplishment feels daaaammnnn good!This is what I call WORK THAT ASS baby!

Anyways...
Dinner at Holland V after gym.

Sushi Tei.

The 3 damn funny boys. 2 x J + 1 x C = LMAO.

Wanna eat the bacon but cannot eat... SADDED!

My main: Cold Soba with grilled Salmon.

Chuka Kuraage (Marinated Jellyfish).

Fresh Tako (Octopus) with wasabi chilli sauce.

Salmon Roll.

Jeremy's Main: Dunno the name of it..

Each of us had this Ikura Chawanmushi.

Chris' Main: Fresh Sweet Shrimp with Ikura Rice.

Then off to Liang Court PartyWorld for some la~la~la session.

Sing must sit so high up the sofa meh? You mean it will improve your singing ah? LMAO!

For quite some time, I avoided going to the gym, I avoided exercising. Because doing all these reminds me of HIM. Even sometimes, as I walk along the street and I see people with hell lots of tattoos, I'll think of him too. But I guess it's normal. HE once played an important role in my Life and I would be a heartless bitch if I were to get over HIM so fast, so easily, isn't it?

Well, I told myself.
The day I would ever ever step into a gym again would means I've truly let him go and I'm willing to start afresh.
And so I did.

Anyway, that day, saw Orchard California Fitness was closed down.
For a second, I wondered where would HE go for his workout then?
But the next second, I thought to myself, why do I bother?
And so, I didn't.

The moral of the story is...
In Life, there'll always be UPS and DOWNS.
And it goes on and on.
So when you're feeling down, just tell yourself this.
The "UP" moments will always follow suite.
It's just a matter of time. (:

In the past, I didn't know for how long exactly do I need to get over HIM.
No one can tell me.
Not even GOD.
But I guess, the time is now.

"In every Beginning, there will always be an End. So choose your Path wisely."

*P.S: I wanna Thank God for sending me the Sweetest Angel this year. You know who you are. ~XOXO~

Love,
Missy B

Universal Studios Singapore!

2011-01-29T22:45:00.002+08:00

Updates (LOTS OF IT!!!) ~ ❤

25 Jan 11, Tuesday

USS in short.
And after uber long time, BattleStar still not ready yet.
Sianz HALF.USS engineers SUCKS!
To make things worst, it was pouring that day!
FML.
But still, WE HAD FUN splishing and splashing each other in the rain.
Doesn't matter where, what happen or when.
The company is what that matters.
*big smile*

Not gonna post ALL the pics here (since they're all up in my FB).
Too bad if you ain't close enough with me to view them. :p
But a few pics here won't hurt.
(actually a lot... :p)

So here goes... ^___^v

Kungfu Panda! Our fav! :)

LOL! This Uncle really know how to pose! Haha!

The highlights of the place.

Caught by surprise.

Looking good there aye...

Posing posing..

Not in service yet... POUTZ!

Deserted... O__o

Cam-whore here....

Cam-whore there...

First time smiling with my teeth shown leh.. Hahz!

E.T was BORN in the same year as ME! Naaiissee....!

Inside the Steven Spielberg Show for a LIVE experience of a hurricane in New York.

The STORM is coming!!!

And there were explosions and real fire breaking out!!! Awesome!!!

Can really feel the wind from the hurricane loh. Nice effect!

Going to rain liao... O__O!!!

Nice diner... Mel's Drive-in Diner...

I want these! Soooooo cute! :p

While waiting for C to get food... more Cam-whore! :p

Oops! Caught in the act.. :p

C said I'm always busy on the phone... Sounds familiar? *giggles*

KNS!! He also mah! LMAO! ^o^

Act cute... LOLX! *pinch*

Double cheese burger.

And then it started pouring... :(

Shrek & Fiona!!!

Bought pressies! :)

LOL! Alex's hair band wig became part of C's mane! Totally blend!

And it never stopped raining...

So we bought ponchos! But I feel that they should make the sleeves longer. My fore arms still get wet loh. -.-

Bunny teeth! :p

Hehee.. wearing a poncho still can msg... Champs! *thumbs up*

We've reached Shrek's Far Far Away Land!

Watched the Shrek Adventure in 4D. Our fav highlights of the day liao! Really fun! The seats will shake and spurts water on you! HAhaz! Ultimate FUN! Definitely MUST-TRY!

Damn cute Gingerbreak man cushion.

I am gonna try this next time. Didn't bring extra clothes this time round.

Confirm get wet!

This Dino ride allows you to control the altitude of your ride. Just press and hold the button to elevate or release to let it drop.

So naughty C did something very bad while I'm trying to cam-whore for US. -.-

He suddenly release the button & drop the ride. That explains my expression. LOL!

FUN! XD

LOL!

Reborn.

Resting area inside the bones.

Sells mostly local food.

I'm gonna put BEER in this bottle and bring out one day. :p

For my gals who always complain HOT in DBLO. Now you all got your own fans liao. Hahz! Idea neh!

Mine. Confirm PINK one.

While waiting for C to get food again, cam-whore! :pp

Prawn Mee Sets! Costs $11 per set! OMFG ex lor! But no choice.. it was raining and I was hungry... :p

He busier than me lor! -.-

To collect our photo!

Like that $20. Really "kill people set fire"!!! @___@

"I really had lotsa FUN during this 5.5 hours spent in USS.
Just so that you know."v^.^v

After that, C sent me to Smile Division @ CCK for my teeth extraction.
I was damn nervous lor.
Couldn't talk at all during the trip there.
His oh-so-comfy car + the air-con blowing in my face = KO-ed.
Slept like a pig for that 30 mins ride.

Reached there 5 mins earlier.
And the whole process of extraction was like a mere 15 mins?
They spent more time on the first tooth, saying it was "long and crooked" so more difficult to remove.
And true enough, when she's done with it, the rest came out like a breeze.
And I kept my teeth!All four of them!

TADAH~!!!

Mad bloody gross.

And during this time, C went out to buy something.

He got me flowers! To cheer me up! How sweet! :)

Flowers never fail... except my fav flowers are tulips & sun flowers... :p

And a private note for me. :)

What he wrote in there touched my heart.
Although I was "blur blur" one. Couldn't figure out what he meant till he showed me.

I love it loads.
TRUCK LOADS!
Thanks C.

"You always make my rainy days shine with warmth like the Sun."

Just like your influencing smile. (:

Anyways, been clubbing as usual lately.
Hit the home ground like uncountable times.
That explains why I'm still the mayor there.
LOL.

Ok. Just a few more random photos before I end my post.
(and I actually meant ALOT more... :p)

My new hair style. Nice?

That's Xiao S & Jeralyn. *hugs*

My oh-so-lovely girls. ~smooooooch~

Super random. Photographer is a super tall friend of mine.

My sweetie Kristy.

During X'mas. At DF.

Half sehz.

My good friends and DF kakis.

Here's another day at Home Ground...

Look at Jo behind. LOL.

This is only like HALF of the strength? OMG.

And another day again... Yes... I'm a party animal. :)

Want a blow job? :p

GULP it down!

Sex on the Beach anyone?

With Xiao S Jie.

Jeralyn Jie.

DJ Aaron shaved his head! :P

My BFF #2 ~ Elly Dear!

It's always FUN around them. Mad loves.

And last but not least, my BFF #1 ~ Vivian Dar!

And LAST one!!!

This is one level 3 and I buay than already.Can you imagine there's a Level 30??? MADNESS!

"Say what you mean and mean what you say. And then... Just Do It."

Love,
Missy B

Oldies....

2011-01-28T19:22:00.000+08:00

28 Jan 11, Friday ❤

OMFG!
Wanna hear a CLASSIC?

PLAY IT!

❤ PJ& Duncan ~ Eternal Love ❤

I used to super heart this song when I was like what... 14 or 15?
Super class...
Only for those BORN in my ERA.

"Memories were meant to be reminisced, not everlasting.
Stop living in the Past, stop reliving the Pain."

Love,
Missy B

I did it!!!

2011-01-26T01:40:00.000+08:00

25 Jan 11, Tuesday ❤

I had my teeth extracted!
Freaking all FOUR of them!
OMFG!!!

I can't believe I actually did it!

The process was less than 20 mins.
And it wasn't painful at all.
But the aftermath?
MTFG HURTS CAN!!!
Can't eat, can't drink.
I am so gonna lose weight these few days!

Well, for the sake of beauty, I shall accept all treatments to my teeth with courage & grace.
"What doesn't kill us makes us stronger!" ~ Isn't it?

And.... Thursday, I'm getting my aligners!!!
Like finally!!!
Can't wait at all!!!
And I so cant-be-bothered about CNY goodies or snacks.
I don't really eat them anyway.
So I am gonna start as soon as I get my aligners.
*smiles big big*

Oh ya! Just went USS today.
Fucking rained on us.
But still, we had LOTSA FUN!!!
Pics are all up in my FB and will be posted here soon.
Stay tuned... Cheers!

"Trust no one but Yourself.. Love no one but Yourself..."

Love,
Missy B

In the end...

2011-01-14T13:26:00.002+08:00

" 我仍然活在你的影子...还是没人能取代你在我心目中的地位... "

Love,
Missy B

This song is specially dedicated to you...

2011-01-14T02:54:00.001+08:00

Sorry that I made you listened to this song time and time again with me just because I liked it so much.But don't worry.. this is the last time.

☆ 說了再見 - 周杰倫 ☆

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡著了

想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好
说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍著痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老又狠往哪里走
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡著了

想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地 捡不回从前的心跳 伤心过去我无力逃跑

说再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍著痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

~~Love,~~
Missy B

The Unexplainable...

2011-01-14T01:57:00.000+08:00

14 Jan 11

I'm not sure how to describe this feeling I'm having but somehow, no words seem right enough... I'm just in a confused state of mind right now.. Super super confused...

And I started having my doubts today.
I just suddenly feel.. WEIRD!
It's like as if someone pulled a plug on me or lifted that "love spell" off me.
I thought I was happy.
Everyone thought so too.
Seriously, I thought I found "The One".
But I realized that when that strong feeling I had initially was gone, whatever that's left behind is just a blank.

I don't know what went wrong.
But I don't feel like finding out either.
I just feel that somehow, we don't act or behave like we used to anymore.
It's like everything is just infatuation.
And hey, it's only slightly more than a week after we were together!
Gosh!
Maybe everything happened too fast between us.
We should have given each other more time to know each other better.
Perhaps I'm wasn't as ready as I thought I'll be.

And I must learn to get this fact into my mind.
It's not every time that things will work out by jumping into a relationship so fast.

I'm sorry...
But I think I need a time out.

Just found a theme song for us and almost immediately, I gotta take it down again.
I'm sorry.. terribly sorry...
It's not your fault..
It's mine.

Love,
Missy B

My MADNESS shopping spreeeeee!

2011-01-08T16:32:00.000+08:00

08 Jan 11, Saturday ❤

Yeah! I'm back in Moscow from Houston!
3 sectors down, 1 last one to go!
2 more days and I can finally see my Starfish BB!
Whoooopeee!
Miss him like CRAZY!

Took these in the bus from airport to hotel. There were crystals of ice formed on the branches. Amazing & beautiful!

Anyway, wanna see my crazy shopping spree in Houston?
I think I must have spent like 1.2K?
In USD HOR!
BB says I'm such a shopaholic... which indeed I am!
But hey, I only do OOOOOONE states flight a year loh...
SAD right??
So that's not too much considering the fact that it's a yearly spree?
Once a year spend 1.2USD? OK WAT! LOL! Ok ok I know... plain EXCUSES only!
But then again, I think company's helping me save $$$ too!
'Cos they roster me this flight around winter time which means... WINTER SALES!
And USD dropped!!!
It's like freaking low at 1.3 now?!
So what better time to buy other than now??
*evil laughters*

Alright, enough said.
Pics speak a thousand words. :)

First day: Just to "recky" around the mall to see what's there. Ended up buying a few stuffs to kickstart my "spree".

First stop!

Bought a TEE from A|X for BB.. Hope he likes it and will WEAR it. :p

Bought a pair of wedge & boots from Aldo too. (30% OFF!)

And this is the pair of boots from Aldo! Kawaii ne?

And the heels nice?

I heart the gloves from GAP! Mad cute!

Saw these cute TEEs!

BB really loved this TEE.. LOL! He was like laughing non-stop at it! SO funny!

But I didn't buy any of them. Neh neh ni boo boo! :p

And that's all for Day 1.

Second day: The MAJOR SPREE!

Breakfast for energy!

We were damn early I guess..

How typical... Toasts, Pancakes, Eggs, bacon & potatoes...

Taken at Old Navy.

Supermarket!

This stop should have been the LAST! I bought so much from the supermarket that it was so heavy for me to carry to the mall. I was like struggling along the way as I do my shopping loh. Wrong move!

Reached the mall, The Galleria, at 1.30pm.Time is running out!And there were SALES everywhere!!!Oh my 天!!!

Victoria Secret!

Stock up my mist sprays and lingeries.

And now... my FAVOURITE!!!
ABERCROMBIE & FITCH and abercrombie kids too!
And HOLLISTER too!!!

Hollister, Sister brand of A&F.

BB says he likes this. But I duno if I'll ever wear them in Spore?

Sweet Sweet likes this.

And I love this!

Didn't buy this cardigan.. And I regretted it! *poutz*

But I bought the black cardigan with flowers instead. Which is nice too! And the red checkered shirt too. It's currently the trend in States now!

abercrombie kids. Designs similar to their big brother but cheaper. And of course, the cut and the sizes are relatively smaller too.

Didn't buy this.

'Cos I bought the gray instead.

Got these as well.

Niceeeeee.

The infamous Moose logo.

Here's the Big Brother! :)

Didn't get this too 'cos no size. This was XS and I needed an S.

But I love it. SADDED.

This one very sweet! Glad I bought it!

This one is a sleeping top. But I think can be worn out too.

Got these too.. but didn't manage to take pics while trying them out.

For who else? ^.^

I prefer Woods than Fierce 'cos Fierce is the typical smell you get when you step in the A&F boutique. Signature but so common now.

Scary? Wahahahah! Actually only HALF is mine. But then, HALF is just as scary too loh! :p

All these were MINE. Freaking heavy can!

And then... by dinner time, I was effing tired & sleepy...

Cheescake Factory for dinner.

The brown one is a chocolate bread that's sweet and soft! Heart it!

Colleagues': Caesar's salad and Roast Chicken with penne pasta.

Fried Calamari. Damn nice too!

Mine: Pan Seared Salmon with Angel Hair pasta & mushrooms with spinach.

I totally dozed off at the restaurant after my meal loh.
I couldn't take it anymore.
Was damn tired from all the walking, waiting and carrying all the heavy stuffs.
I wished Mr Boyfriend was with me loh!
Then I could have bought more!
Muahahahah!
Just kidding.
I wished he was with me so that we can cuddle in the cold and blow warm air out (as if we're smoking) at each other's face.
Hehehehe!
And then we can kiss sweetly while standing in the pile of snow.
Just like the scene in "Hello Stranger".
ROMANTIC!!!

Anyway, he said he'll go Paris with me someday!
Such a sweetheart... :)

He said something very sweet to me last night.
"Baby, I don't wanna ever break with you. I want forever."

Awwwwwww!!! You silly boy!!!You totally melt my heart can!!!
I wanna soooooo pinch your face and kiss you right now!
Kekekekez!
Made me blush... :p

Ok.. Let's not get too carried away shall we? :)

Had dinner with my set of crew at the hotel's restaurant yesterday evening to celebrate our IFS Philip Lee and LS Ravi's birthday, which are both like in 2 weeks time.

At the lobby with some of them waiting for everyone to turn up.

At the restaurant, waiting again... -.-

This get-together-meal was nothing but wait and wait.. Wait for people to turn up.. wait for waitress to take our meal order.. waited half an hour for our drinks and food to be served.. OMG!!! Don't they know they're serving one of the best airline crew and they've got to be more efficient!

Finally, my beer came! Like this Staropramen beer 'cos it's not too gassy. Perfect for people who cant burp like me. :)

And then... wait again.. -.-"

Colleague was sooooooo bored she started playing SG Mahjong online. Faintzzzz.

And after a good half an hour of waiting...

My roasted salmon with rocket salad and tomatoes olives came!

But where's my rigatoni pasta???
So... waited for another 15 mins again...

Finally my pasta came!

Colleague's Beef Stroganoff and potatoes. Looks so-so only.

Another Colleague's Breaded Pork Cutlet Schnitzel.

Another Colleague's Beef & Pork Cutlet with mashed potatoes.

Cheers to everyone!!! Pilots and Cabin Crew!

And here comes dessert!

Happy Birthday guys! Pleasure to fly with you especially Philip! :)

The cake was actually berries strudel! MAD YUMMY!!!

And I couldn't finish my pasta.. so ta-bao!

To end this post, here's some cam-whore moments of myself (as usual)! :p

"The spaces in my fingers are created only for yours to fill them in..."

Love,
Missy B

Continue from previous post...

2011-01-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

More Updates! ❤

28 Dec 10, Tuesday

Had lunch with Chris Gor at Pizza Hut, Jurong Point.

Soup of the day.

Some X'mas drink.

Drumlets & Garlic bread.

This super cheesy pizza is total madness! I love it a lot!

OMFG nice!!

And his super thick wallet. Faintzzzz.

31 Dec 10, Friday

It's New Year's Eve!
And met up with Fion at Jurong Point for lunch and some self-pampering session.

Soup of the day, served with garlic bread.

Mine: Bacon & Mushroom Pasta

Hers: Salmon fillet with curry rice

Went Citibella to do our nails.
WRONG CHOICE!
They totally DID NOT honestly tell us all the hidden costs and the prices they gave us were effing expensive!

Please DO NOT go there to do your nails ya girls?
Unless you have too much $$$ to spend that is.

This is the girl who told us $49.90 for nail art includes EVERYTHING. And to us, "Everything" means including manicure. Which it wasn't but she didn't tell us!

And this girl, lagi worst! Ask her to draw leopard prints for me and this is what I get...

Seriously!!! Does it look like leopard prints to you at all??? *pissed*

In total, I spent $120++ for a mani + peed + nail art which totally cannot make it!
I swear I will never ever go back to patronize them again!

Anyway, after that went Dragonfly for countdown.
Had lots of FUN and a great time with my girls!
And no, I'm wasn't drunk.
High perhaps.

And this was also the night I met "Him".*smiles*
And it was Shirley (Michelle's younger sister) who brought him there.
I found out later that she had wanted to intro him to me earlier on and when he heard that I'll be going DF for countdown as well, he tagged along.
Seems like fated.

And I wanna sincerely thank Shirley & Michelle for bringing him down.
He's so cute! ^.^

Well, not those Prince-Charming-good-looking kind of cute but...
Aiyo I don't know how to describe "Him" lah.
Must really see him in person then you'll know what I mean.
There are some guys who really look dashing.
And there are some who are not handsome but charming.
I guess he belongs to the latter to me?

Anyway, I just get this unexplainable kind of attraction to him.
Perhaps it was his height.
He's 1.81m tall.
My kind of ideal height for a guy 'cos I adored wearing heels.
So my guy has got to be much higher than me in order not to make him look short when he's with me.
Or perhaps it was his cute smile?
Caught my attention when he smiled at me.Wanna pinch his cheeks loh.
Or perhaps it was his built?
Nicely toned.
Not too big, not too hunky.
I like!

Anyway, I'm already blushing as I'm typing all these. LOL.
Will never forget his smile as the thought of it makes me smile too.

It's been quite some time since I felt like this.
Ever since my previous relationship, I couldn't find myself smiling from the heart like this anymore.
I hope he will be the last one.

It's been 5 months since I was single.
Maybe it's time to change that status.

By the way, I wanna watch this!
(Will you watch this with me? :p)

"Do your magic & sweep me off my feet..."

Love,
Missy B

❤ ๑۩۞۩๑ ☆ MiSsY BeBe の 天堂 ☆ ๑۩۞۩๑ ❤